My True Hero (A Kendall Schmidt Story)

I Can't Anymore

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"Sorry" I say looking down.He looked so familiar. Who is he? I feel someone lift my chin and I see his emerald-green eyes darken. "Are you okay?" His voice sounding like an angel.Oh my god I forgot I was crying."Excuse me" I say completely ignoring his question and pushing past through him heading to the bathroom.............................................................................................................

To Be Continued.......

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I open the door to the bathroom and look under all the stalls to see if there was anyone there. 'Thank God there wasn't' I think to myself after the last stall. I walk backwards until I was stopped by the sink behind me. I turn around slowly looking disgusted at myself at how fat I looked,at how ugly I look,and at how stupid I am.

"You disgust me" I say to myself(You'll See How "I" or "You" look if you click comment and you look up towards your right you'll see a photo sign click it then you'll see it)in the mirror

"No wonder why he cheated on you" I say to myself again. I keep on looking at myself thinking about my past. As I hear "I Love It By Icona Pop" play faintly in the background. What a Cliché that, this song comes on. I shake my head thinking about the song that's playing and about the effort I put in Calvin and my relationship like, how I try to please Calvin it was so damn hard to please him, and the day I found out he cheated on me I went straight home and took his stuff that he left at my house when he sleeps over and I threw his shit into a bag and threw it down the stairs, and when I crashed my car (well the car Calvin got me)into a tree all I said was I don't care I love it. I look down making my eyes tear more. And start singing

"I got this feeling on the summer day when you were gone. I crashed my car into the bridge. I watched, I let it burn.

I threw your shit into a bag and pushed it down the stairs. I crashed my car into the bridge. I don't care, I love it. I don't care, I love it, I love it. I don't care, I love it. I don't care." I look up and I just wanna scream. I dig my nail in to my skin. And say one last time

"You disgust me" and I run to the stall and stick two fingers down my throat causing me to drop down to my knees and vomiting. As soon as i flush the toilet I hear my name being said in a elevated (A/N see what I did there ;D) voice with an "Are you in here?". I freeze and swiftly lock the stall door and press my knees to my chest on top the toilet.I see 4 feet no make that 6 feet walking past my stall. I think to myself who can that other person be. I was stopped from my day dreaming by a pair of Jordan's I once bought someone walking by my stall making squeaky noises.

"Sara,are you in here" I hear Kyle say.

I hear someone mutter under their breath saying "She's here". 'Damn,no hiding anymore' I think to myself remembering I forget I left my phone by the sink. "Sara,come out please" My tears start erupting "J-Just go away.. Please" I cry/say while I see 3 pair of feet walk to my stall. "Open the door"

I shake my head knowing they can't see me "No- just no- please leave me alone" I say wiping my mouth with toilet paper.I see Jessica feet move then next thing I know I see Jessica looking under the stall to see me. She gasps. I look beside her to see the unknown pair of feet move back. "We are not leaving here until you come out" Kyle says backing away while him hopping on by the sink.

"And I don't care If a lady walks in here and seems me. I just want my best friend to come out. So I can see her next to me having a good time with me" I see Jessica turn and probably glaring at Kyle

"And Me" she says and I smile

"And Hannan" Kyle says. I slightly giggle, as soon as I did that Hannan's head briskly faced me.

"There's that giggle I missed" I can hear Kyle say while smiling. I giggle again. I witness Jessica move away from the stall and get up.

"Come on. Come out Sara" I sigh and sniffled caused from the crying, making a tear slips and I pull down my dress. I heisted opening the door But I open it anyway. I looked down at my feet ignoring direct eye contact.

I see a pair of feet in front of mine.

"Sara?" Kyle said more in a question. I turn my head to the left facing the door to exist the bathroom, mentally planning to escape now so I don't have to hear all the speeches about how I am not what I think I am, about he is not worth crying to, about how I can do better than him,about the same old damn thing that I am not gonna believe because that's the way I feel about myself. I get cut off by my thought when someone says "Look at me". I groan irritatingly at them still not bothering to make I contact with Kyle who is still in front of me who is begging me to look at him. "Why should I? Huh? *I turn to face Kyle and Jessica* All you guys are gonna do is give me summits about how you guys think I am beautiful, or how he is not worth crying to, or how I can do better!! But no I can't I thought he loved me!! I thought I loved him!! I was just being USED!! I can't stop thinking about it!! Do you know how it feels likes!! YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH ALL MY LIFE!" I kinda scream but then I outbreath causing my tears to wanting to break out and I utter quietly "You guys just don't understand. It's hard. I can't, I j-just can't do this anymore" As soon as I said that I collapse into tears. Kyle sits next to me and wraps his arms around me holding me."I can't. I can't do this" I shriek in pain remembering my past. I feel Jessica sitting next to me,her head on my shoulder. We all sob forgetting that there is someone else in here. I look up to see...............................

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