I WILL DRAW YOU

Part 17

Korea. Incheon

Felix's last concert was supposed to take place today. They had flown to Incheon the day before and spent the night in a hotel together as they had for the past few days. During the day they didn't go anywhere, didn't leave the hotel, and ordered breakfast and lunch to their room. They enjoyed each other's company. It seemed like they had so many topics to talk about that would never end, they had so much to discuss. As a result, they only became acquainted with Incheon through the views from the car when Felix was driving to his last performance in Korea.

Immediately after the concert, Felix and Hyunjin returned to Seoul, to the same hotel where they spent their first night. They sat at a bar table opposite each other and held hands. It was already dark outside the windows. Hwang decided to discuss their future together. Or lack thereof...

-Yongbokie, tomorrow morning you have a meeting with Park Jinyoung. And after... - Hwang hesitated and lowered his eyes. - What happens after? Lixie? – Jin plucked up courage and looked Lix straight in the eyes. Felix met Hwang's gaze without looking away. - Lixie, it's important for me to know...

-Jinny, I love you very much... I would like to be together forever... But... - Felix avoided this conversation with all his might, but it had to happen sooner or later. There is nowhere to run anymore. -I love Channy too... - Felix took a deep breath. He was never interested in who was in Chris's life before him, and how many there were. But before Channy he had no one at all. Chris was Felix's first love. The First and Only One in his life. Before Hyunjin showed up... -I love you both... And I love Minho... - here Felix looked Hwang straight in the eyes, and Hwang realized that Lixie was not lying to him. And then he sadly looked away and Hyunjin changed the subject.

-Let's take a walk around Seoul tomorrow? Let's go to Lotte World Park, - Hyunjin suggested.

-Come on, - Felix felt very sad from their unfinished conversation about tomorrow. - What is this? – although, what difference does it make if Jinny is nearby. Felix sighed again. He looked at Hwang with a look full of love and tenderness. How lucky he was to meet this man in his life!!! But how will Channy take it if he finds out? What if he finds out?!! Sometimes Felix thought about how ideal their family could be if they were together - he, Chris and Hyunjin. His two favorite men. No. Four of them. There is also little Lee Minho. Even six of them - Felix remembered Changbin and Jeongin, who were raised by Hyunnie. It would be wonderful. But, already knowing the characters of both guys, Felix understood that this was impossible. His dream was not destined to come true (((. What if Channy finds out?!! Felix was at the same time frightened by the possibility of this.

-This is an amusement park. There are attractions there, a museum, a shopping center, a cinema... It's very cool there, - Hwang noticed Lixie's sad look and stroked his hand. - Don't be sad, Lixie, everything will be fine...

After dinner the guys went up to their room.

-I'll go home in the morning, - Hwang said. - I need to take our things and change clothes. Then I'll pick you up, - he kissed Lix tenderly, stroking his hair. Lix wrapped his arms around Hwang's neck and began randomly kissing him: face, lips, neck, chest... Felix's hands dived under Hwang's shirt, went lower...

The sconces at the head of the bed on which Hwang and Lee lay were dimly shining. They looked at each other and couldn't get enough... they wanted to see each other, to remember every millimeter of the body... Hyunjin gave Felix all his love and affection, all the passion that he was capable of... And Felix gave all his love to Hyunjin...

-Hyunnie...Hyunnie...I...love you...

Spending that night together, the guys did not sleep until the morning...