what I learned

Being brought into this world as something totally unexpected I jaden Bidwell am now a total fuck up. Not wanted.by a mother or father I had to learn differently then other children, instead of learning how to read and write I learned how to survive and thrive of of what I had, instead of singing songs and being Mary and joyful, I had to learn how to be frightened by any sudden sound and how to keep quite and hide from mommy and daddy. But then again that's just life right? Somthing that once sounded so inviting is now a hell hole corroded with ash and flame, two parts druggies and providance, one part society, as a child I learned and I found and I knew that this place was literally a living hell something that would be given to unsuspecting patrions and taken by dictators and rulers who felt they knew that the only way to help society is by destroying it this is what I learned