Faith (H.S. // A.U.)

Chapter 4

Allison's P.O.V.

I watched as Amy jumped in his arms and he carried her effortlessly as he kissed her forehead. That explains why I saw him here the other day. Looks like I'm not going to get away from this Styles guy. His body just screams at me to take him any where and fuck him, and him coming here nearly every day is not going to help with making my desire for him go away.

"Daddy, I want you to meet Allison. She's a new nanny here. Allison meet Daddy !" Amy introduced us innocently smiling. She didn't notice me sweating due to the crazy thoughts going through my head nor did she notice her 'daddy' smirking at me as if he knew what I am thinking. Fuck.

"Nice to meet you, Allison." He said teasingly the stupid smirk still on his face.

"Same. I didn't know you had a daughter." I stated making his smirk turn to a frown, He looked at his daughter before putting her down.

"Honey, Go play with your friends? I need a moment with Allison." He told her quietly and she nodded before going off to her friends. "The press doesn't know about me having a daughter that's why you don't know. Mostly no body knows." He nearly snapped making me look at him weirdly.

"And why is that?"

"That's none of your business to be honest but let's say I am protecting her that way. So you better keep that pretty mouth of yours shut and don't tell the press, understood?" He ordered, nearly spat, making me glare at him.

"Listen here Mr. Grumpy Ass, I hate the press more than you will ever do, you don't know me. So you better keep your judgmental comments to yourself before I cut your ball-"

"Daddy, we should go ! I am hungry." Amy whined, interrupting me and saving her 'daddy'.

Harry was standing in front of me, jaw on the floor and eyes wide as he kept flicking between me and Amy, as if he can't believe what was happening. He shook his head as if to clear it then nodded at Amy, picking her stuff and walking away without even a goodbye. Not that I expected one. But Amy turned around and waved at me before she continued walking with Harry.

Talk about weird interactions.

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"So... He has a daughter?" Jane said as we were sitting on the floor in my apartment. It was around midnight or something I don't know, we were having a sleepover.

This day kept getting weirder and weirder. After my shift ended at the nursery I went to have lunch with Logan. For some weird reason he needed an advice of how to pop the question to Taylor , we were a little group friends for two years and him and Taylor were dating for almost a year, why he asked me for an advice? No idea.

After I finished my classes I went to get some Tacos only to get out and find an officer going to report me for parking the wrong way. Of course being me I had a fight with him, ended up breaking his nose and me going to the office station. Andrew came to bail me out and he apologized to the officer I hit, I literally don't know what I will do without my lovely brother. But of course he had to scold me and we had a lovely fight, ended up going our separate ways.

Now, I was having a sleepover with Jane after I called her.

"Yea, I didn't expect that." I agreed with her.

"But why don't you fuck him?" She asked casually.

"Are you dump? You want me to fuck a married man who has a daughter?"

"You did it before. A lot may I add." She stated. "And I don't see a problem. Just have a one night stand with him then act as if you never met. It wouldn't be hard for you, Allison Smith." She joked and I smirked. Maybe she was right. One night stand won't hurt anyone, right?

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"Are you really that stupid to think I fell in love with you?" He spat, with harsh grey eyes glaring at me. I cried harder.

"I gave you everything! H-How could you lie to me l-like that!" I choked through my sobs.

"That's why I lied honey. So you could give me everything." He stated simply while smirking. God he disgusts me.

"I h-hate you!" I screamed as I throw the closest thing to me at him, a lamp.

"The fuck!" He exclaimed barely missing. "Get out of my house." He snapped.

"Are you crazy? It's mine." I snapped weakly trying to wiggle out of his grip as he held my arm tightly dragging me outside.

"Wrong. You changed the name of the ownership remember? It's mine now sweetie." He said with a sadistic smile making me want to scratch my body for ever letting him touch it. "Goodbye, little Allison." He mumbled giving my cheek a kiss before throwing me out of the house.

I hate him.

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I woke up with the same thing of being drenched in sweat and tears streaming down my face. This nightmare stopped a while ago. Why did it come back now?

I rolled out of bed and made my way to the bathroom. A hot bath will be nice. I filled the tub with boiling water, it will help me with feeling disgusted of my body. When the tub was filled enough, I stripped of my clothes and put my leg in the tub, flinching from the temperature. I ignored the burning and sank my entire body in the water.

I felt disgusted. I hadn't even realized that I had started scratching my body causing blood to drip from my skin.

After what felt like hours I decided to get out of the tub. Drying my self with a towel I looked at myself in the mirror. I looked different. Stronger and more confident than I was. But my eyes are duller and colder. I noticed scratch marks covering my chest and most of my arms. Great. Now I have to deal with covering them.

After I got out of the bathroom I noticed it was four in the morning so I decided to lay down a bit. I can't get his image out of my head. I kept thinking about all the time I had with him. God I hate him.

The last thing that flashed in my head before falling asleep was his dull grey eyes.

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