Backstory -
I was sat on the park bench, my face tear stained with my duffel bag next to me. I was kicked out. I decided to come out to my parents as transgeneder and it didnt go to well. The first comment out of my dads mouth was 'pack a bag and get out of my house'. Yep. my mother started crying immediately, so i packed a bag and stormed out of the house, crying. So, i went to the local park and found a bench to spend the night.
After a while of trying to figure out what i was supposed to do, i put my headphones on and started listening to straykids 'thunderous'. Obviously, spotify wanted me to cry again, as it shuffle played 'silent cry'. Yes i started crying again. After a bit, i noticed a man walking towards me, he had black baggy pants on and a grey hoodie. For some reason he looked pretty familiar, so as he walked closer i tried to distinguish who it was. My friend? No. Family? I fucking hope not. So who is it?
Oh. my. Fucking. God.
I may or may not be hallucinating, but that person looks extremely similar to Lee Felix. The straykids Lee Felix. I decided to take the chance, i wiped my tears and tried to act natural. No i didnt take my photocard out of my phone. Why would i?
"Hi, are you ok?" the man with extremely similar face to felix,
"Hi, yeah im alright.." i said a i closed spotify on my phone
"Why are you crying?" the person said as he sat on the bench and placed a comforting hand on my back
"Its fine honestly, dont worry," i said trying to force a smile
"No no, tell me what happened, you've been crying, i can see that," the man said making sure i felt comfortable
"My parents kicked me out for being trans," i replied as my eyes were overcome with tears once again.
"What?! Thats horrible! Do you have a place to stay?" the person asked with a concerned tone
"Well this bench is where im staying at the minute," ash said with a laugh
"He sighed, this is gonna sound very weird, but would you consider staying at my dorm tonight? Until you have a place to stay," he said with a kind face
I thought about this for a while, as i looked at this man more i became more and more convinced that it was felix, as he had the star dust freckles that covered his cheek bones, and his very noticeable aussie accent.
"I mean, you dont seem like the type of person that would kidnap me," i said with a laugh
Out of nowhere the alarm on my phone went off,
Wakey~ wakey~, come on you dont want to be late today~
My face immediately turned red as i pulled my phone out and turned the alarm off. Why the fuck did i have an alarm set for 7:32pm?!?!
"Haha, i did notice the photocard in your phone," he said with a laugh as a light blush covered his cheeks
"I never asked your name, im felix, if you didnt know already," felix said with a laugh
I FUCKING KNEW IT
"Im ash," i said as my face started calming down
"Im gonna take a wild guess, that your a stay?" felix said with his sunshine smile
Oh. my. God. hes gonna kill me.
"Wow, your right, your so smart," i said with a sarcastic tone
Felix laughed
Omfg im sat next to THE lee felix. I dont know if im going to cry or not.
"Uhm, because you know im felix, you do realise i share a dorm? With.." felix said as his voice trailed off
"Oh yeah i get it," i said with a smile
"Ah ok, good, so do you still want to take the offer?" felix asked gently
"W-wait, actually?" i asked
"Yes, i dont want you sleeping on a bench, also how old are you?" felix asked curiously
"Yeah sure i'll come, and im 16," ash said as he put his bag around his shoulders
"16?! I thought you were atleast 18, not in a mean way," felix said in a surprised tone with his sunshine smile once again
Oh. my. Jesus. Christ.
Hes to pretty for this.
"Are the members home?" i asked hoping they were
Honestly, i think i will faint if they are.
"Yeah they are, its are day off today and tomorrow," felix told me as he stood up gesturing for me to follow
Shit.
I got up and followed him, my hands were shaking so badly i thought i was about to cause an earthquake. Genuinely.
We walked and talked about some stuff, i was surprised i wasnt completely fan boying, i mean i was but, felix didnt know that. We walked for a while and thankgod we didnt have go up any hills, because of my binder i wouldve been STRUGGLING
I was walking a bit behind felix, i decided to look up, and as i did, he took his jumper off.
As he took his jumper off, his shirt lifted up revealing his back.
Wow.
His back is so gor-
AnYwAys
"Ash, have you eaten? Theres a convenience store here," felix said as he stopped on the path.
"Uhm im ok thanks," i said with a smile
"Are you sure?," felix asked wanting to make sure i wasnt hungry
"Yeah im alright" i said as he adjusted his bag
We walked for a little bit before arriving to a cozy looking house, even tho it was massive. Felix lead me to a small path to find the door. He opened the door and i hesitated before i walked in.
"Guys i need you to meet someone!!" felix shouted to the members sitting in the living room.
What the fuck.
How what when where why?!?!
All of the members were watching TV
Every. Single. Member.
Im gonna die
"This is ash, i saw him crying on a bench and they need a place to stay" felix said a he gently pushed me into the door way
"Hi!" all the members said in union
Honestly im not surprised, they all share braincells.
"Hi," i said quietly
To say i was nervous was an understatement.
What am i supposed to say? My thoughts were interrupted by a gentle tap on my shoulder
"Ash?" i heard as i looked up to see bangchan tapping my shoulder, i must of zoned out.
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thankyou for reading <33
there wont be an upload scheduled cause i will jus forget to write for a bit lmao
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