You know sometimes I think I'm destined to do something incredible, that's all I want, but the expectations from that are college and a good career. Honestly I know I can do that but I want to do something that I will be able to be happy doing I don't want to just give everyone what they want or what they they expect. I think this band is the best things that's ever happened to me, these girls get me. I want to express myself through music, I want people to love us for us and our music. I'm just tired of people thinking I'm "not good enough". I'm tired of being judged. Like yea I know I have everything but honestly I care more about my feelings than anything else. I hate being judged. I don't get it though, what is good enough? Not being myself? Having sex at 14? Doing drugs & other stupid shit? Not having the perfect body? I know I don't have any of that. I guess that's why I'm not good enough. I am who I am because of all of this. I changed because I got tired of trying to be perfect. I might as well ignore everyone if they ignore me. I mean it only makes sense to shut everyone out and be antisocial all the time. Maybe that's your plan for us. Maybe you made us meet because we understand each other. We all know what it's like to be bullied and misunderstood. We know what its like to be outcasts, but I know you have a plan for us no matter what happens. So I pray to you every night & I pretty please ask you to make our dreams come true. We want this more than anything. We want to tour, and meet people. We want to be remembered. We really really want this with all our hearts, we put our all into this because this is our dream. So I beg you pretty pretty pretty please make our biggest dream come true we will do whatever it takes to make it happen. I want to inspire people. I want them to say "I did this because of you". It's my dream for someone to tell me that I've reflected on them. I really want this more than anything I've ever wanted, I swear. So please I ask you with everything I have, make this happen.
~Light Outcasts
