rival love

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MARA

it's been two years since the drop by on my birthday, ever since then i haven't spoke nor seen notti . he has me blocked on everything, ive seen lil snippets of his songs on pdl .. i talk to ddot sometimes but things aren't the same anymore

school been a lil werid since that happened but i try to forget about it .. i still wonder to this day why notti and dd doesn't speak to me anymore , what did i do to them? maybe if they never came this wouldn't have happened. or maybe if kay wasn't home then we would still talk .

my own sister chose dd and notti over me .. thinking i set them up when i actually didn't , before notti , dd , ddot and ally transfer schools i kept trying to explain the situation but they wouldn't listen.
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mara, how are u feeling? my mom asked

im fine ig. i Said lying

honey it's gon be fine , everything thing is going to be ok. ally is going to come back one day , she can't stay with y'all father forever. my mom said

it's not just her im worried about, it's notti , dd , her & ddot . ddot still talks to me sometimes but the others won't even check up on me to see if im ok. i Said starting to cry

my love don't cry , they going to reach out just give it time . oh and u never told me what happened with y'all , it's been 2 years and u haven't said anything about the situation. my mom said

ok so u know the gang oy right? i asked

yes wait is ddot , dd and notti oy? she asked

yes- why was u even hanging out with them? i said while she cut me off

bc i thought they was cool but idk anymore. i said

ok continue. my mom said

so the night of the party is the same day that kay came home but everything went down hill once he came home , threw out the whole party he was missing , him cblu and cblu lil Cousin was gone. i Said

so then after that we got shot and i think they thought i set them up and ok i get that it may seem that way but i would never and for ally to chose them over me is some bs bc she know i liked notti so why would she think that.. i said crying

oh mijo im so sorry this happened . my mom said

this isn't your fault ma , it's mine . if i wouldn't have link them that day then we wouldn't be in this rn.i said

wait u LINK THEM? WTF WAS U THINKING U COULD HAVE GOT HURT. my mom said yelling

damn i forgot i didn't tell her . i said to myself

oh shit ma im so sorry. i Said

when did y'all link? She said

it was a long time ago ion even remember but can u try to tell ally to let me explain . i said

ofc mijo get some rest I'll call her when u wake up. my mom said

ok i love u. i Said

i love u more. my mom said blowing a kiss

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notti

ethan i have some bad news. my mom said