Competitive
Probably overly competitive
But is it competitiveness or syndrome
Questions, sometimes (all the time) I question myself
Why do I feel less?
Why does things never last?
The temporary happiness
Is it just the feelings of competitiveness
Enough.
Is it enough?
Is it enough to be satisfied with whatever I have?
Is it enough to be satisfied with whatever I get?
Content
Does being content help after you've poured you heart and soul in return for those things.
Succumbed to this mentality if I give everything I should receive everything too in return.
Is it not justified or am I expecting too much from a mere human.
Do I expect less.
Do I let these feelings go.
Maybe just maybe
It is what is meant to be content.
Money, energy and time.
Is limitless.
It's not ever worth mentioning for.
It's not what I'm contemplating about all this time.
I just want all of it.
I feel small and less.
I want what others get.
I want it all to myself.
Don't simply give others the same.
Am I no different.
Am I the same.
Because you definitely are different.
You probably never felt the competition.
And I'm just a guy with a syndrome.
The definition of invalid is me.
