Even if we try and give efforts nobody appreciates it
Mention of suicide and self harm!!
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"You can check me out anytime I am all yours"
You can't stop thinking about what he said
"Do I love him?" Yes I do..You blushed thinking about those words again and again
"Iseul bring some snacks from outside one of my friend is coming go fast"
You sighed tiredly "Alright bringing"
You wore your shoes and took your headphones putting it and walked out of the house.
"Iseul hey I hope you know me" She said smirking "Oh hey" You replied her not intrested in making any sought of conversation with anyone
"How much you got in recent exam?"
You stopped picking things and turned towards her "None of your business"
"Oh I am sorry maybe you failed right such a losser" She said mimicking and laughed at you
You just left ignoring the situation instead of fighting back not that you couldn't but you were just too tired mentally amd physically both. It's not the first time you felt pathetic and useless but you felt like this most of the times. Even if you score good grades in test.
People never failed to make you feel useless and stupid. No matter how much you tried nobody paid attention to your efforts.
You wiped your tears and went to the counter "It will 8105 won mam" You nodded and handed your card for the payment "Thank you" You bowed to her
You were heading back until you spotted a ice cream stall. You craved for fast foods but most of the time you felt as if you felt fat and one of most important reason to be on diet was your game. You sighed and left the place
"Here u go" "You are so useless Iseul and now getting lazy you came back after 20 min when the work is only of 10 min" Your mother yelled at you "I met-" "Shut up Iseul I am tired of your behavior learn something from your sister"
You laid down on your bed looking at ceiling wondering if someone can ever understand you. You maybe having a lot of friends but that doesn't mean everyone can understand what you feel right?
And suddenly you started thinking about those suicidal things again when you were supposed not to. Again you felt the urge to do it.
"Do it" "Cmon nobody ever cares you are useless" "Pathetic" "Worthless" "Fat" "Ugly"
"No no stop it please" You said covering both of your ears trying to ignore the voice in your head
You stared at the sharp object and brought it to your wrist and did exactly what your head was saying.
You dropped the knife and looked at blood dripping on floor from your wrist
"Hey Sora" Your mother hugged her friend "It's been awhile" Sora said "Son my daughter must be upstairs you can go. You may get bored here listening to our gossips" Your mother chuckled while he just nodded
Suddenly the door flew and he was standing there in pure shock
"Iseul" You looked at the door "No no stay away Haechan" You said moving backwards
"Iseul I won't do anything I promise okay" He came towards you and looked at yout wrist.
He sighed and looked at you while you couldn't make eye contact
"Since when? Tell me those moments when I was not there to protect you" He asked wiping the blood
"2 years"
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