the mafia devil and her queen

Chapter 36

Star's pov

" a year" she said waiting for my to say something but i didn't know what to say

"How am I going to live without you" she hugged me and wiped the tears that were falling down my face we laid down I didn't wanna let her go a year without her how can I do that how am I going to do this without out i cried in her arms and fell asleep

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Lee left for her trip yesterday and I don't know how to feel I mean I've been fine but I'm still not going to see my mom I don't want see her again I love her to death but she back with my dad ik I can't hold that against her for long but I can hold a grudge for a very long time I didn't know what to do in the house without lee I miss her already a year is to long without her I can't believe I let her leave I should've made her stay with me and not go but she didn't wanna miss this trip I don't blame her for the money she's going to make I'm just upset I'm here alone with coco I'm not mad I love my baby girl it's just I don't feel safe without her and I have to deal with her all by myself ugh at least she's still sleep so that's a good thing I guess

I cleaned up downstairs it was a mess coco toys all around her clothes on the couch and some of my stuff is down here as well I picked her stuff up and put it all in her room took about 3 hours to clean the house I woke coco and got her dressed so we can go to the store but like always she put a fight to put her pants and shoes on we got in the car a drove off she was in the back sit screaming and crying like someone was killing her I brought her some food to make her shut up and I gave her my phone to watch YouTube

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We got back to the house I put the food away and she ran around the house naked like she always does I was about to make dinner but I don't know what coco wants "mommy!!" She screamed down the hallway " can I get shrimp and macaroni please for dinner tonight please mommy please "

" fine but u have to eat it " she nodded and ran off in joy I made dinner and plated the food "coco eat eat!!" She ran from the corner what she was playing at and jumped in her chair I poured her something to drink and we sat down and ate

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"Ty mommy"

"You are so welcome beautiful " I cleaned up and ran coco's bath water so she could take a bath I put toys in the water I grabbed her outfit and put her in the tub I let her play for a few got her washed and then took her out the tub and got her dressed I brushed her teeth and did her hair for the night she laid down and so did I we both fell asleep watching cartoons