Ruhanika - His Name Of Love 🥀

just few min

Hello friends

I hope you are happy and healthy and safe.

I know I must be bad author for not posting any chapter soon but can't help with my current situation.

My life has been roller coaster without having it. And reason is my health. Unlike some fat and healthy looking person I am thin and recently i have loss my weight to 30 kg. And to my bad there was a function in my family and many of relatives has commented on be being thin and small for my 18 year age and even my grandma mocked my mother saying I must having any disease or disorder that I am to thin. And my another aunt ask me 'if I have diabetes?' since my father have I must be having it, was her doubt. But now it has become my fear

And the fact i don't feel hungry even thrust my mother would often force me to have it.

So, The things goes around making me hella stressed. That I myself alone visited my family doctor regarding my health and too my bad he has given me a does of 4 medicine and 1 protein powder for morning and evening. The does was a heavy that I felt like having various changes in my body. I am having frequent urination And it Was a symptom of diabetes. And the thought of having life-term disorder like diabetes once again knock in my mind making me anxious that I even heard my own fast heartbeats

And i don't even know how to deal with it. It doesn't even let me sleep and take a peaceful breath. I am in stressed and fealing anxious. Just don't know what to do. It doesn't letting me work peacefully not even let me study.

I don't know with whom should I share it since i doesn't wants to give my parents any stress nor do I have such close friends with whom I share my personal thoughts.

Sorry, if I wasted your time but it really felt light after writing it here,