it's been about half a year since Chuuya and Dazai have been together. They live together although they work in completely different organizations.It was late evening.
Chuuya had just entered the apartment he shared with Dazai, but he didn't see him in the living room or kitchen. At first he thought that Dazai had gone somewhere, but he saw the light in the bathroom. After taking off his hat, coat and shoes, Chuuya went towards the bathroom where Dazai was probably. He started knocking on the closed bathroom door, but there was no response.
"Mackerel, are you here?"
There was silence again. Chuuya's voice sounded indifferent, but deep inside he started to worry... what if he tried to kill himself again? Chuuya couldn't allow himself to think like that, but at the same time, with every minute he stood in front of the door, he began to worry more. Cold sweat started running down his face as dazai still didn't react.After a while, the red-haired boy started kicking the door to hear any word from Dazai's mouth. but there was silence again.
"fucking Dazai..open the damn door.."
Chuuya said a little more quietly as he was close to the door. Chuuya began to accept the thought that Dazai could commit suicide... he was terrified by this thought.After two long minutes for the red-haired boy, he decided to destroy the door to make sure Dazai was okay. He took a slight running start and kicked the door with all his might.
When Chuuya broke down the door, he saw Dazai on the floor. He was alive... but something was wrong as Chuuya noticed. Bandages were scattered all over the bathroom and blood was flowing down his arms...
"Osamu..what's the hell is going on.."
Chuuya asked as if he couldn't believe what he was seeing. He knew that his boyfriend was capable of such things, but... he was still terrified.After a moment, Dazai saw that Chuuya was standing in front of him on the broken bathroom door.
"C-Chuuya? What's are you doing here..?"
Dazai tried to smile but it was obvious that something was wrong. Chuuya still stood in disbelief. He stared first at all the bandages scattered all over the bathroom and then only at Dazai.
"explain everything from beginning to end...Osamu..."
Chuuya said, still in a bit of shock, but after a while he came closer to Dazai and crouched down right in front of him.
"It's really nothing important heh.."
Dazai tried to lighten the atmosphere, but he probably didn't know what he wanted. After about two minutes, Chuuya sighed and hugged Dazai, Dazai blushed slightly and after a moment hugged him back. Blood was still flowing down his arms.
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Scars are beautiful.
Actionthis fanfic is not finished yet, I'm still creating it :3 what is the fanfic about: the fanfic is about Dazai not being able to accept his scars..all the people look at these scars with disgust, except Chuuya. Chuuya helped Dazai realize that scars...