4
At the healing pavilion (before Lan Qiren stormed at the punishment hall)
Wuxian woke up when he felt large and warm hands caressing his hair, he smiled a little and leaned into that hand only to wince in pain at the little movement he did.
Then all came crashing in him, Jiang cheng just stabbed him, blames him, yelled at him.
Sadness filled Wuxian and he cant help but let out some tears that was quickly wiped away by the same hand.
"YingYing, its fine, i am here, ZhanZhan is here, we will never leave you". Zhan said wiping Wuxian's tears gently.
"Its my fault, i shouldn't have ignored Jiang Cheng, so i can't be angry at him". Wuxian said smiling sadly but it made Zhan's and Wangji's face darken.
"Wei Ying, it's not your fault, it's not your fault that you are having new friends, he can't control you, can't control whom you want to stay with, Wei Ying, we saw it, the wounds on your back, or more precisely Zidian's wounds". Wangji seriously said that made Wuxian's breath hitch.
"That's why we won't let you go back to the Jiangs anymore, and nope, you don't have a say in it, and don't give me the 'you owe them a debt', 'you are their head disciple', 'they are your family' or whatnot, you owe them nothing, they might have given you food, shelter and knowledge, but you paid it by taking Zidian's whips, you might be their head disciple but they never acknowledged you, they control you, hurt you just because you are rising to the top, if they are your family they will never hurt you, give you love and care, they will never say mean things to you, wake up Wei Ying, my fluffy bunny, you are not a thing, you are a person, you have feelings too, you should love yourself, make things that will make you happy, and don't deny it, we're sorry but we we used empathy on you". Zhan said.
Wuxian was quiet, so quiet as he comtimplated with Zhan and Wangji's words and realized they are right, but he still can't stop thinking about the Jiangs, he can't stop thinking that he still owes them a debt.
"Wei Ying, i know what you are thinking, sweetheart, trust me, actually we've been in the same position, after my parents died when i was young i was taken in by some couple who told me they are my parent's friends, but you know what, they groomed me, groomed me into obeying every of their wishes, groomed me into thinking that i own them a debt just because they give me shelter, food and made me study, groomed me into something that will break me, they also hurt me, physically and mentally, my foster father even tried to sexually abuse me many times, but i managed to save myself from him although i get more bruises in my body because of it, but when i get older, i decided enough is enough, i run away from them, life is hard alone, i am just at your age back then when i ran away from them, but then i am so happy, i have my own freedom, i can do whatever I want, i started from a scratch and soon i built my own empire, i built my own life, free, although a little sad because i am alone, i have no one beside me, but still i have freedom". Zhan said tears falling into his eyes.
Wuxian whimpered and sobbed, immediately he was hugged by Zhan and they both cried on each other's shoulder.
"Fine, i will not go back to Lotus pier anymore, i have enough of pain also, i want to pick up myself and mend my broken soul, i want to be happy and free too, but how". Wuxian asked.
"I have a way". Wangji who had been quiet since earlier spoke.
"What is it?". Wuxian ans Zhan asked.
"Engagement, you, Zhan gege and me, but only if you want to, i am not forcing you, its just...". Wangji shyly said.
"That's a great idea, it will be hitting two birds with one stone, first YingYing will be free from the Jiangs, and second, you both will be mine, and mine only". Zhan grinned making the two teenagers blush like a shy maiden.
"I-i agree to, if its both of you, i agree, after all no one owns my heart than you two". Wuxian shyly said.
"Then it's settled". Zhan said.
"I give you three my blessing". A voice suddenly spoke.
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Xiao Zhan's Bunnies
FanfictionShort 7 Chapter FF. for Xiao Zhan's birthday that should have been posted on his birthday but wasn't finished yet until today.