The day I fell out of love with you | CHONI

The fight

Toni's perspective

It was Friday night, Cheryl keeps coming home late. I keep asking myself why?..she goes to work from Sunday to Thursday due to Jason not having a job and just sitting around..so she makes him work...but off topic.

Cheryl comes in the door at EXACTLY 3am..just like every other Friday night. Tonight I saw a hickey on her neck and me and Cheryl haven't made love in..months unfortunately..

"Hey babe!" She slurred, I faced my girlfriend with a cold look. "Where do you go ever single Friday night, and come home at 3am hm?!" I yelled at her, I was even scared of myself..I've never meant to yell at her..

"I keep telling you! I have to stand beside Jason while he's working!" She slurred again...I know I look stupid, but I don't think like a idiot. "Then why is there a hickey on your neck babe?"

I asked with a cold tone yet again.

"I-...uh...-" she said..she couldn't talk anymore? She was even making words?!

"Who did you cheat on me with..?" I asked, my voice cracked, my eyes getting blurry..meaning I'm about to cry. But I'm the Toni topaz. I don't cry for anyone...

"No one babe!" She didn't even sound sincere she was panicking. I could hear it in the depth of her voice and a I knew who it could've been, but I just wished it wasn't that person. Hopefully this is all just an April fools prank, right? I asked myself..

"Cher please don't lie to me..I can't take it anymore.." a single tear went done my face...i quickly turned around.. "I just wanted us to be forever together..was commitment that hard for you?" I aksed yet again, anger slowly was taking over me..I knew I hadn't taken my anger issues pills yet, so I knew I had to keep my cool..

"Babe, would I cheat on you? Your my everything!!" She said... I replied back " it was Heather wasn't it.." I mumbled. Her face went pale, like she saw a ghost, or her dad game back from the dead to someone but as a zombie...I've never seen her so..scared? Shocked? And definitely regretful...

"I-..well-..I was drunk! I didn't know any better!" She ranted over and over...and I started to get annoyed. "Did you fuck her? Is she better than me? Can she make you cum harder?!" I yelled, I was pissed off! How could my girlfriend cheat on me with Heather?! I should have listened to my mother...a northsider and a southsider would never be a couple...let alone me? A serpent scum? Dating..or even trying to date the Cheryl blossom herself? Yeah, I through I could smooth my way into her heart...but I was clearly wrong..

"Babe...I didn't mean to!" She panicked. "Did you have sex with her..?" I asked, Cheryl was supposed to be my first and last. She slowly nodded her head. I couldn't believe what was happening to me...I couldn't think..nor have control my of own body, my body make its way to the bathroom. Locking the door.

I could hear my....girlfriend...banging the door, begging to open it up, I just couldn't. I cried and cried my hands were shaking I slowly grabbed a razor...I haven't done self harm ever since me and Cheryl started dating...I slowly cut myself..my arms the hardest. My legs a little lighter, even if I was a stud I would still wear shorts.

Cheryl's perspective

My poor baby..she didn't deserve this..she didn't deserve me! I didn't mean to hook up with Heather! I don't even like her..I love my TT with all my heart...

I could hear her sobbing, and crying then it went silent...like no one was even in there? Was my baby alright? What could have happened? Did she pass out? Did she just want to gather her thoughts? What could have happened to my sweet TT?!

Hey guys this is my first book, please don't hate it, I've just started making this book, after seeing choni readers asking for more. Vote if you want another part!