𝙌𝙪𝙤𝙩𝙚𝙨 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙗𝙤𝙤𝙠𝙨 𝙞 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙞𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙙 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜

I was cruel to my friends, my friends were cruel to me

But I was such a mess and I knew that my friends noticed it too. Under their sympathetic façade, I imagined they sometimes thought of me as a loser, and when I canceled plans they felt relieved. Perhaps, they had better fun without me.

- Allie; the colour of rust