Nicolas's POV-
He looks hotter than 3 years ago. This guy can never seem to disappoint me with his looks. Why cant be ugly for once, god he was so good. I kept looking into his eyes. I had to look away from time to time to not seem creepy and here i am sitting in my room thinking about the guy i have been having a crush on since the first time of the year we met. That makes it three years, four taking this year. I remember every detail of that day. I was sitting in the classroom with my friends who are not really, thinking about home...'Me and my brother had no parents now afterall.Mom had died when i was 5 and Lucas was 2, Dad had died last year, actually murdered...by someone evil,heartless bastard'. That anger is still within me, oh how i long for revenge but all I can not find is the perpetrator even till now. Nonetheless i was lost that time, unsure of how to live ahead with no one to guide me anymore. 'I had someone to now take responsibility of, lucas. I cant let him be alone...but how will I....no I need to take Lucas first' i used to think. Of course it was difficult that time..i was still a minor, I still am but next year I will become an adult. Maybe then it will be easier to live, to feed us. That day was the mid summer with clouds floating in the sky, the summer breeze blowing with the sun shining over the school field outside.
" Lets meet the new guy!" I overheard one of them saying. At the front row I saw the new student. His shining blonde like hair, his skin had white patches...it seemed like a skin condition. Nonetheless his confident eyes, his hair. I knew at once I would fall for him...hard. The attraction became so deep I still love him to this day—"Nic!!", a faint voice called out.
"What!!?", I replied calling back. 'Why do i have to be interrupted at this time?!' I thought to myself, a little irritated i went to Lucas.
"You called me then gave no response", I said demanding an answer.
"Ok then" He said without saying anything else.
"What 'okay then'!?", I asked again more irritated. He started smiling in a mischievous way,
"Now dont joke around with me, i dont have time for it!", now i was totally angry with him.
" Okay, Okay no i was joking–",
"What kind of a fucking joke is it!?" I asked angrily yet thinking how lame this is.
" Will you let me finish!?" He said in a higher tone, "I need help with my homework..".
"Then wouldn't you saying that directly make it easier?!", I asked.
"Whatever, it wasn't much of a deal...your the one to get all hypered on that shit, you wouldn't behave like this before and why are you going out so much lately. I literally have to stay alone here, do you know how lonely it gets here!?", he said looking as if he was going to breakdown,then he took a deep breath, regained his composure and said
"Just....help me get over this, then go do whatever the fuck you were doing...", I frowned a bit but feeling that heavy, empty feeling on my chest, it was shame, I could not get myself to apologize....just sitting there silently, I acted as if i didnt care. Although first i couldn't even spit out my words,
" S-so..which sum?",
"this one" he replied. Time passed yet the tension was there.
After an hour later i walked out of his room, it was time for me to make dinner. I started preparing dinner and soon it was done. I went to the basin and washed my hands whilst calling Lucas,
"Dinner's prepared!".
A faint sound came replying back "hmmm!", argh my head suddenly hurts. I should take a pill.
"Im here", Lucas said in a disinterested tone.
"The food is on the table, I will be right back", I informed Lucas.
" where are you going?", he asked me before leaving the kitchen.
"Im just going upstairs to take a headache pill", i replied.
"I dont think its there, its finished", he added.
"I had just bought it four days ago? What do you mean!?", I said in confusion.
"Uh no i finished it up", he said firmly, he added later "so you will...kinda..have to go get it......I will go get it–".
"No, no need. I'll suck up the pain. Its late anyway", I said before he said anything else.
"A-are you sure about it?".
"Yea...but why did you take so many tablets over 2-3 days?", I asked concerned.
"......Well, uh you know because of the exams–",
"So your bitchass couldn't ask me for help!?" I shouted, standing with mixed feelings of anger and worry.
"Damn wont even let me finish the sentence" he mumbled looking unamused. I stood there again frustrated.
" Want me to bash you on the head to heal your headache?" he asked avidly.
" What the fuck.....no" I replied frowning. I stood there for a couple before realising I was staring off into nothing.
"Is there more?..", Lucas asked still chewing his food.
"I think so..", I walk over to the kitchen counter to check.
"Uh......I suppose there is some bit left for you", I said not feeling certain about my words.
"Ooo lemme take some then", Lucas said excited but then stopped "wait you haven't eaten yet right?", he asked.
"Yea..i haven't, I probably wont. This pain is bothering me too much", I replied back. Even though i felt hungry, I'd rather let him eat my share. Either way, there would not be enough for the both of us.
"Aww man, wont you feel hungry later?", he said making a sad face. I smiled a little,
"I wont".
"Okay then...Im eating the rest in my room, goodnight", he says while taking the rest of the food and walking up to his room.
"Goodnight...", i replied back. Now i was alone sitting in the night silence. The faint breeze blew through the window. 'I think I should go to sleep too'. But first I have to clean up the kitchen.
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Fallen trust
RomanceTheros Galantis, a guy who always a failure at life, was always in the alleys ways now chased by the Mafia. When he went to Italy to escape, he met his old school best friend- Nicolas Barone. Although Nicolas had issues of his own. He had a hard ti...
