The Scent Of You

Chapter 12.

(Y/n Bishop pov)

Fuck, I've messed up badly. I broke the trust we've had but I'm going to make it up to her. I asked if she could drop me off at home and she nods her head. She ends up walking me to my door and that's when I ask. "Can I come over tomorrow? I want to talk with you if that's okay. I'd like to explain why I reacted the way I did when I thought you weren't being truthful. " I watch as Wanda nods her head a little and says, " come over tomorrow morning. We can have breakfast and then have a talk." I nod my head and hesitate in leaning towards her. I go to walk away when she grabs my hand, pulling me to her and giving me a very soft kiss. I kiss back and mumble, "have a good night. I'll see you in the morning, babe."
I wake up the next morning and I have this feeling that I know all too well. I'm kinda scared to tell wanda because I'm not sure how she'll react to the information. I sigh and get changed into something comfortable and text Wanda asking if I can come over now. I get a message back saying that I can and that she is now making breakfast which makes me smile. I leave the apartment after saying bye to Spencer and make my way to Wanda's. I'm kinda nervous about this but I know I need to do this. I want Wanda to know why I don't like people lying and keeping secrets from me. I decide to stop by the store and grab a beautiful bouquet of flowers, Wanda's favorite, and then continue on my way to hers. After about ten more minutes, I pull into her driveway and park my car. I take a deep breath and say to myself, "You can do this, just explain everything and then hopefully she understands and we can go back to how things were." I get out of the car grabbing the flowers and locking my car once my door shuts. I walk to the front door and knock on it while I think of her beautiful smile which makes me smile. The door opens and I see Wanda smiling at me slightly. I bring out the flowers from behind my back and say, "These are for you." She takes them and lets me inside. I enter the house and close the door and when I turn to look towards her again, I feel a kiss being pressed to my cheek. "Thank you baby, they're beautiful." I nod my head and we walk into the kitchen. We eat as we make small conversations and when it's silent in between, it feels a bit awkward. Like we are both trying to stall the needed talk. Once we're done eating, I take the dishes and quickly wash them and say, "grab something to drink for us both please, we can talk in the living room or if you want we can go up to your room?" She nods, walking to the fridge and grabbing us drinks and says, "we can talk in the living room." I nod and dry my hands when I finish the last dish and follow her as she was waiting for me. We sit beside each other but sitting sideways on the couch so we're facing each other as well. I play with my fingers as I try to come up with how to say what I want to say. I feel hands on mine stopping me from playing with them, I look up and see wanda looking at me with a soft look. "It's okay baby, take your time and then when you're ready you can talk. I won't say anything until you're done, okay?" I nod my head and smile in thanks. "Um on our first date, you remember asking me about my parents?" I look and see her nod so I nod back and continue saying, " well growing up, life wasn't that easy. I'm an only child which I like sometimes. I've always had a dream where I would be in my own restaurant with my family, my wife and kids, and run it. I've always fantasized about it and was saving money so I could start that. Well one day, my parents called asking if they could borrow some money." I take another deep breath and continue, " I gave them some knowing that I would get it back from them because they've never not given my money back. So I gave them a decent amount. Well, I found out that they lied to me and gambled all my saved up money away. That's why I work as a waitress. I couldn't find a better job at the time and I've been trying to find another job but I haven't been lucky enough to find one. I never got my money back and my parents blame me for what they lost. So I haven't talked to them since that happened, which has been about 4 years now." I feel Wanda's hand tighten on mine, which she hasn't let go of. I feel a tear run down my cheek from all the horrible things my parents called me. I feel a thumb rub against my cheek, wiping the tears away. I laugh and shake my head. " I was betrayed and lied to by my own parents. So when it feels like someone is hiding something from me or that they're not telling me the truth, I just walk away from it not wanting to get that feeling again. I'm truly sorry for not trusting you Wanda. I really am, and I'm sorry that your ex was a horrible person to cheat on such a wonderful woman. I want to try this with you but if we do this, I want honesty, communication and no secrets." I look at Wanda with a serious look so she knows I'm not playing around. I see her smile and lean over to kiss my lips. I smile into the kiss and ask a bit shocked, "you want to try this?" She nods and pulls me so I'm on her lap. "I want to try this baby, I promise to communicate as best as I can. And I will be honest with you always, baby. With time the secrets will unfold, and I'm hoping I'd be the one to tell you mine." I smile big and kiss her passionately. I feel myself getting worked up so I start to grind on her. "Hmm fuck baby, please. I want you so bad." I hear her chuckle and move her hands to my hips stopping my movements. I frown and look at her with a pout, "mommy please?" She gently pushes me off of her lap and stands up from the couch. I go to stand as well when she picks me up from my thighs holding me close to her. I kiss her lips once again and slowly travel down her jaw and to her neck. I find her pulse point and start to softly suck her neck, not enough to leave a mark. I wait to see if wanda says anything but she doesn't. I start to suck more harshly and smile to myself when she moans. "Fuck baby, suck harder for mommy, show everyone who I belong to." I moan against her and suck more harshly. I go to pull back and look at her when my back hits the wall with a small thud. I groaned a little not expecting that and saw wanda brought us to her room. I look at her and see her pitch black eyes, a very tiny sliver of green only found. I guess she's turned on. Lol. I smile and say, "I know I wasn't a very good girl mommy, but can I please you?" She smirks and says, "Hmm only if you say you're mine. You belong to me and no one else. Say it and you can please me." I smirk and say, " I'm nobody's. We didn't make it official so I don't belong to you and only you. I can leave here and go to a bar, and if someone I deem worthy of my time can make me feel good as well."