Y/n pov: Friday afternoon 3:30 pm
My gangster girl
I was walking home from the library that was the only way to get away from my mom nagging she a very strict women of God she was going on about my Weight saying that it could effect my in the long ran and that's she wants me to sign up for a gym membership
I hate who she always brings up my weight yes I'm a big girl so are you but just because you got a nigga that will lie to you don't mean shit I said mentally rolling my eyes as I continued to walk she wants me to go to college to be come a doctor but I'm not felling it i wanna be a bakery so I can spend my life cook sweets
And give to people but she say that since no man is gonna want to take care of me since I'm so big I'm need to do it my self
I was tried of the way she talked to me i am saving up for an apartment which I'm almost have enough money put it need to make sure I have a little bit extra just to know I'm leave good in till I get a stable job
Right know I tutoring kids at the library but I wanna get a stable job with a stable pay check the only reason I'm working at the library is to make sure I watched over Ms Nancy she an older women with no kids and her husband works for a big truck company he make bank also she got like the best book store in the hole town we like to say,
just thinking about her makes me smile she calls me the daughter that she never had it say she takes care of me more then my own mother I mean she got me a room in there own house and if I need anything she get me she got me my first phone a Samsung Galaxy s10 I know it old but I didn't want her to by me new things even though she always ask me to let her upgrade me I say no
And her husband Mr Clyde even though we don't speak much he still calls me his daughter I want that type of black love they always look so happy when they are togather I just wish one day so one will see me for the fine sexy plussize girl I am ,
I walked in the house to see my biological father on the couch while my mother is in the kitchen probably only cooking him something to eat I walked to the kitchen to tell her hello but before I fully get in there I put my phone on mute I know but even at 17 years old she say I don't need one living in her house ,
I walked into the smell of Philly cheese steak and fresh fries
Ugh see my mom can cook good but at the age of 15 I wanna say she said that I need to cut out all that bad stuff so she just stopped cooking what she makes for my father and I can only eat shit like salad with a half scoop of meat don't get me started
My mother: hey honey I see you getting you walk in how was your day at the library is hope you was looking for good school to join in next semester
I graduated early from high school
Me: yes mother I'm been looking
I said lying through my teeth I not one for college not say anything about tutoring
My mother: good good honey well look I'm making this for your father he said he was craving Philly cheese steak and fries but I can make you up a salad with all them vegetables you like sugar and I will survey it with a cold water
Me: no I'm good I got one from 7/11 so I'm not really hungry I think I'm just take a quick shower and head to bed
My mother: oh ok honey well go on don't wanna keep you to long I'm finna go see if daddy wants for dessert she said walking to the living room
All I could thing was why I understand I'm a bigger girl but she has always treated me different all my life I always felt like I was in a race with my own father for just a little bit of love and she never gave me any
