Amethyst Purple

Eighteen

"No" shaking my head no as Izzie shows me another wedding dress, I'm visiting her with my newborn son who refuses to sleep unless he's being held "Meredith won't wear that style"

"But look at how beautiful it is!" She argues with me.

"Our cousin" Gwen shakes her head, she's also here helping with the wedding "doesn't want a bunch of lace—oh! Look at this one" she shows us one dress.

"Yes" nodding my head as Izzie objects "No!"

"Is this your wedding?" I demand

"No" she waves complaining to the dress "but no to that dress, Meredith needs a big dress one with sparkles" she smiles as twinkling lights go into her eyes "and lace and so much poof!" Nodding her head but Gwen and I just stare at her.

"No!" We both say

"Look at this romper" showing them the white romper I found, Izzie begins to shake her head no.

"No! Absolutely not!" She argues

"How about you do the wedding flowers?" Gwen suggests

Shaking her head no "I won't have you turning this wedding into something like that! It needs"

"I thought this was Meredith's wedding?" I ask her, she's silent "stop trying to have Meredith have your wedding"

Our mates comes in, turns out Demetri and Gwen are mates! I'm so happy for them! "Hey" coming over to our sides, Felix lightly pressed a kiss to my lips. Demetri and Gwen are taking things slow "how are my two favorite people?" Felix asks taking Anthony out of my arms and rocks him in his arms.

"Amazing" I look up at him "are they coming?" He nods his head yes.

"Whose coming?" Izzie asks

"Our cousin" Gwen tells her "for some reason Hela wants to talk to Charlotte" after time with my mate and son, I've really pondered many things and realized that unlike Bella—Charlotte only knew one thing and that even though she didn't have a right to be a huge bitch about it she didn't have a choice to choose anything else. That it isn't like me where this was thrusted upon me out of no where "why? I don't know"

Anthony begins to get fussy and cry, so I pull down my pajama top and Felix hands me Anthony. Adjusting Anthony in my arms, he takes my nipple and begins to feed from my breast. This is so weird and amazing, I mean there are no right words to describe this moment.

"Hi" looking up, I smile seeing the guy who is bringing in the dresses I asked for "which one of you is Helena?"

"I am" holding my hand up "just put the dresses right here" he nods his head and he pulls the dresses inside.

"Demetri?" Gwen asks "could you get the nurses to page Meredith?" He nods his head leaving the room.

I look at Felix "Do you mind if I sit on your lap" he smiles shaking his head no. Picking me up gently, he sits down on the couch and places me in his lap holding me close. When Anthony is finished with my one boob, I change boobs and he quickly takes the other one "how are things with the Cullens?"

"Jane and Alec are having their fun in keeping them terrified" he tells me "so, you said you wanted to live in LA?"

Nodding my head yes "I love my life in England but LA is where I want to raise our boy"

"Hey guys" Meredith comes in looking around "someone paged me?"

"Your new dresses that I did not approve of" Izzie is going to be dead set on objecting to everything about this wedding that is Meredith.