Jose... How do I even begin with him? He's so perfect. I love him so much.
I remember the very first time I saw Jose. It was in the hallway during elementary school, years ago. We were just innocent and pure children. I remember he grinned at me, I didn't know what this feeling was, but it was accelerating. He was and still is adorable, and that will never change about him.
Since I was always considered as an outcast, at least by my peers, they would make fun of me, abuse me physically and verbally, and even try to exploit private information against me. Because they could tell I was different from them, they saw me as an easy target. The abuse would eventually become routine for me. Until I discovered that the boy who grinned and made me feel complete again was in the same homeroom as me.
|October 4th, 2023|
Today was messed up. The bitch ass sluts the grade under us tried to get with Jose. They asked me, "Could I have his snap?" I didn't know what to do or say in the moment. I was filled with unspeakable anger. I was only able to contain myself; instead, I gave them mine so that could be dealt with later, one-on-one time with me. I swear to God they better not come to school tomorrow.
Anyways! All of the pain and anger were totally worth it! Jose touched me. It was an absolutely memorable experience. Though he touched me ever so slightly, it felt as if all my problems were solved, as if there was stardust between my stomachs, as if I had ascended to heaven while he was holding me with his warm body. I really needed that. I still need more. I want to feel him passionately and sexually. I want to feel his fingers against me, I need to give him and receive mutual affection, touching me ever so sexy.
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Diary of a Twink (WIP)
RomanceThis is the realistic fiction romance story of a boy who is criticized and rejected from society because of their sexuality and truly cannot be himself. The protagonist's perspective changes once he finally meets somebody who understands and accepts...
