Y/ns pov
I stood outside the JYP building, should I do this? Will he see me and think I'm desperate and obsessed?- I mean...I kinda am but rightfully so! We were dating for three years before he crept away in the night and never came back....now he's debuted...i see him everywhere...billboards..YouTube...most stores. Does he even think about me? What he's done to me? How he's made me feel? He just left unannounced and blocked me for it? Well...now...I'm gonna do everything in my power to win the love of my life back.
I didn't bother to learn his members names or faces or even the group name, I blamed them for the fact I didn't get to cuddle, kiss, or hold his hand anymore. If it weren't for his debut he would still be with me. So it's their fault.
Suddenly, a hand tapped my shoulder. I spun around and saw a man who was alot taller than me
"H-hi?" I mumbled
"Hi, the names changbin. Are you okay? Are you lost?" He asked softly
"O-oh uhm...n-no...im a new trainee, my names y/n. Im meant to be here I'm just a little nervous" I smiled awkwardly
Changbin smiled "that's okay, lemme show you around the building"
I smiled and thanked him then followed him around, it was a massive building. The dance rooms were huge and so was the eating all, artists had their own individual studios. Changbin stopped outside of the room labelled 'Stray Kids'
"This is me and my members studio, its really big. It has a load of recording booths too" Changbin smiled
"Oh? Wow" I smiled "I've always liked music...my ex inspired me to love dance as much as I do too..." I smiled sadly as I thought of minho and I dancing together and laughing
Changbin patted my back "hey, don't go all sad on me. Once you debut it'll be the best. My members have literally saved me! Jisung, felix, bangchan, Hyunjin, Seungmin, jeongin and minho"
I stopped breathing for a second "m-minho? As in...l-lee minho?"
"Yeah! You know him?" Changbin smiled
"It's your fault!" I looked at him angrily, he looked confused "it's your fucking fault!" I teared up and kicked his shin before running to the bathroom and locking myself in to cry as hard as I needed too
"Stupid Changbin...stupid bangchan, stupid felix, stupid jisung, stupid jeongin, stupid hyunjin!" I cried , my mascara running down my cheeks "its all their fault! If it weren't for them- h-he...he'd still be in love with me!" I cried into my knees for what felt like hours
How could I not blame them? It is their fault. Minho said he'd always love me. That he'd never break up with me...and then...poof, he was gone over night. I just wanna lay in the grass with him again, hold his hand again, watch scary movies with him again, laugh with him again...I don't care what it takes I need him...I need him so bad. He's the only one who's ever made me feel worth something, and I'm not gonna throw that away. Not now. Not ever. I will have him back even if it kills me.
