"Dr.Kim you will have to attend an anogenital surgery in an hour" Serina his resident say's as to remind him of his schedule. Kim nodes at her direction with a smile.
"Then i'll take my leave" she said as she walked past the door.
Kim felt nervousness creeping through him; it's not like it's his first time doing a surgery nore is he some absolute angel who saves people like his patients and their families says.
He had his hands dirtied before not once but multiple times for missions his father forcefully send him but that doesn't mean don't love doing those there is a wicked part of him who loves to see blood, to hear horrified screams, to see fear in their eyes. He's messed up and he knows well, all thanks to his father's A+ parenting.
Kim never wanted to be a part of mafia; he always wanted to be out of the fucked up world, he wanted to chase his dream of being a Pediatric Surgeon and save lifes not like the killing machine his father wanted him to be so he left. He left the compound when he came of age hoping that he can be out of it all but his fathers shadow never left him. Korn threatened him with the life of his brother's at stake for him to go on secret missions his father assign him.
Kim dirtied his hands for the sake of his loved one's and he loved doing so
He would gladly torture someone to death if they dare touch what's precious to him. Now that his father is dead but it still feel's like his father's ghost haunts him. The surgery he will have in an hour is of a 6 year old boy who got brutally raped. The boy has a serious rectal injury and other genital injuries which reminds him of Thankhun.
Thankhun was kidnapped and brutally raped when he was a kid which had him traumatized forever and the hands behind all these were his father's. Korn never loved his kids, he had only seen them as his chess pieces to be played with.
Kim let out a long sigh, he has to get his shit together he can't get that kids life at risk just because he's nervous and for doing that he need's Chay, his sunshine.
Kim took out his phone. His fingers lingering over Chay's contact number
contemplating as if he should really call Chay or not. What if Chay is busy rehearsing for his concert?? he thought. Porchay is a well known artist in Thailand he has a concert in next week so he's probably working his ass off. Whatever Kim gonna call him anyway Chay will pick up if he's not busy there is no wrong in trying right?.
Chay pick up the call after two ring's
"Hey Kimmy.."
"Chay.." Kim called with a sigh
"Is it about that surgery you said before??" Chay asks like he can sense what's in Kim's mind it's always like this Chay knows Kim too much like the back of his hand's.
"Yeah.." Kim sighed again.
"If you sighed again i'm gonna get you an oxygen mask Kimmy.."
Chay said playfully..
"Chay....!!" Kim whined.
"Look Kimmy what would you do if it's
P'Khun from the past is before you?
You the present Kim who can actually save life rather than the past lil helpless Kimmy? Would you blabber your eyes out? Would you be nervous? Or would you get your shit together and do whatever is in your grasp to save him??" Chay asked patiently.
"I would do whatever i can to save him" Kim replied with a deep breath.
"Then do it save that kid. You can do it Kimmy i know you can" Chay said his voice too sweet that it soothes Kim..
"Yeah,thanks. I needed it" Kim said as he sighed in relief.
"Hmm.."
"Are you on a break now? How is your practice going?"
