December 24th, 1949
Dear diary,
i started writing in this so less, oh my god.. i promise i will write more! nothing much happened these days. the ones who test on us are now giving us all some pills, i don't know what they are for, but they taste so bad. I asked jake hyung why are they doing this on us because i know it isn't "just for health" and another reason must be behind all of this. but all hyung said to me was they are just making sure we don't have any problems before getting adopted. And now, i kinda don't want to get adopted or have a family anymore. I grew so attached to these guys that i wonder if i really met them a month ago, or if it's 10 years, because it really feels like that. I could say they also feel like a second family.
coming back to the main subject, the owner is also super strict, she doesn't let us go outside almost at all ; only at night. and i hate the night.. but they actually seem to enjoy it. im scared of the darkness so i always hold their arms when outside. it's kind of weird that they don't let us go on a walk at daytime. anyways, i found out sunghoon hyung (the one who was glaring at me) has nothing personal with me, and we also started to get closer. he's nice too, and im really grateful that they are my friends.
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Fanfictionyang jungwon recently got taken to an orphanage by the police and finds himself some friends. they looked normal, at first. he trusted them. if he could, he would definitely turn back in time and change things, but, was that possible?