lately my best friends have been my four walls in our bedroom.
sure there's paintings, LED's and tapestries hung up but i don't think i would notice if i took everything down and left them blank.
move everything out of the room but keep the bed.
the bed that's ours but i fall asleep by myself in every night.
i paint on canvases to pass the time but it doesn't help my feelings of depression and loneliness.
i go to work, i come home to an empty house, i eat dinner and three hours later i go to bed.
rinse and repeat.
these walls have seen me cry at 6 at night and 3 in the morning.
these walls are all i have.
