☆ 𝐔𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐃𝐚𝐲𝐬☆

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There was a man sitting on his bed looking  out a window. He had long, straight, elegant hair.  His arms were resting on the windows apron. It was a very beautiful night. The moon was shining, the stars were bright, and the clouds were barely visible which led the stars to be more see-able. That's when the man suddenly said something. 

"How did I come to live here in a place like this."  He would then hear a knock on the door. It was a rather light knock but he didn't care. He would then get up off his bed a bit slowly walking to the door. He didn't care who it was. An assassin, a murderer? It didn't matter to him. He didn't mind if he was assassinated or murdered he just wanted to be free of this world. 

That's when he opened it. When he opened the door there was a short haired brunette standing there half asleep, tired, but seemed to be holding a gift. 

"Uhm, Dazai why are you here at a time like this. Don't you have work in the morning so I'd suggest you leave." The man would then try and shut the door but the brunette would keep it open. "Are you just gonna leave me out here? I know you saw the gift and you're just going to ignore it. I came all this way y'know." Dazai said in a sarcastic voice.

He would then walk inside without an invite to even go in. "I didn't even say you could come in what the hell are you doing." Sigma said with a sort of, angry tone. Dazai didn't care at all though. He just wandered inside Sigma's home without a care in the world. "Oooo, you keep your place rather tidy!" Dazai said going through all of Sigma's stuff. ("This is worse than an assassin being at my door. Can he just leave already.") Sigma thought to himself.

As Sigma was leaning on the door to his room he knew that Dazai would never leave until he opened the gift. "I'll open the gift so you can get out of here and leave me alone." Sigma was just standing there waiting for Dazai's response. Dazai surprisingly didn't say anything. He looked rather shocked which was a weird thing coming from him. "Dazai didn't you hear me. I'm waiting for you to give it to me." Once again, there was no answer. Dazai would then stand up which seemed to have been holding a shady purple colored book. 

Sigma didn't even bother to ask why he looked so puzzled. But after all he didn't care about anything. It was then the brunette spoke with a serious look on his face. "How long have you wanted to vanish and answer honestly." Sigma was confused about what Dazai meant and Dazai explained it perfectly. "The title of this book makes it clear that you want to commit suicide. Am I wrong. It's a rhetorical question. I know I'm not wrong so don't even bother answering it."

Sigma just stood there without a hint of worry on his face like always. Ever since Fyodor's death Nikolai has been missing for 2 weeks now, the hunting dogs have parted ways, the agency went back to doing their everyday things after Fukuchi tried to end the world. The world has been rather peaceful. Which is why Dazai is questioning Sigma on how long and why he feels like this. In mersault there wasn't a slightest hint he wanted to end himself so he's questioning what brought it up now.

Sigma would walk to his bed and would sit down on it resting his eyes. Thats when he said something that Dazai never thought he would hear come out of Sigma's mouth.

"Have you ever wondered why God made us too begin with, why humans exist, why humanity hasn't gone extinct awhile ago, why the world is as cruel as it is, why you walk this earth. I know you have. We're alike when it comes to thinking like that aren't we Dazai. You know we are because you've thought of ending your life for over 8 years just as I have when I was brought into this world. You just never realized it. I wanted a home that I could live in freely. Ever since the attack on the casino I realized there wasn't a place for me to live and I had fully accepted it. It's the world we live in right? Well I never gave a shit about it. If Fukuchi had just ended the world then and there we both wouldn't have to go through this. If you didn't kill Dostoevsky when you did your dream would have finally come true. You just wanted to be a hero and reflect on what you did 7 years ago when you murdered over 130 people."

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𝐄𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 1 ☆ 𝐔𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐃𝐚𝐲𝐬☆.

To be Continued 23/10/23

Authors note - Beware that this is my first fanfic I did not write this to trigger anybody I wrote this out of free will on my own time when I could. Thank you to anybody to read this or is reading this I really appreciate with my all being.