Day 1
"Dear Diary" That's how all the diaries start. But I'm not gonna get into that, since I will not share this with anyone.
I'll probably use this when I'm bored. But I already started so...
I'm Kyran, an ordinary and a nerd high school student... Sounds pretty simple, huh? I'll be writing on this from now on. Maybe I can get a habit and let out my feelings here.
I also don't want anyone to see this. If you are a someone who somehow find this diary somewhere, please just throw it in a trash. Let's say you got curious and read all the stuff here. Please do not share it with anyone.
Well, most people write the day they had or the persons they spoke. But I don't have that thing. I'm a lonely person who likes to stay that way. I don't have much socialing skills and things like that.
My father passed away a few years ago, so my mom is working twice the hour than she used to. And of course, I work at a small câfe too. It's boring, waaay to boring. But what can you do sometimes? I got used to wash dishes.
Do I have friends? Not really. I'm just a guy they'll ask for to help with thr exams. They invite me to fancy parties though, but I reject it. I don't think someone like me would fit in there.
Boy... I would be nervous as hell, I would've had millions of thoughts at the same time.
And yeah... I have a crush too. Lounn.
Since she's in the pon-pon girls group. She's famous. But I like her because of her emotions and acts. For an asocial person like me, it kinda amazes me how she expresses her emotions without any hesitation.
We sometimes have small chats. But I try to keep it short. Otherwise my emotions would affect and... Make me do some silly and embarrasing things.
I'll probably just wait until high school ends and make my feelings rot in me. I'm not that caring about it anyways... I'm the background character in life. So, what can I expect? People won't notice me if I suddenly disappear.
Disappearing, huh... I'll be considering that.
And yeah! This is pretty much the first day. I'm actually kinda suprised that I even wrote this much.
I wonder how next day will be like.
