Loved you from the start (Harry Styles fanfiction)

Well...I've just finished high school. Thank God it's summer! I can spend all my summer with my friends and my family. I couldn't wait anymore because the last 3 years were really tough and disappointed! I can't wait to leave for London and go to the university. I'm going to miss a lot my friends and my family but especially my best friend Isabella! I want to get over my ex-boyfriend and forget about all of our memories. I want to forget about our break up and just move forward. I want a new start with myself and with my life too. I want to forget my good friend Jason too. We had been friends for 8 years. Last summer that I broke up with my boyfriend Ryan , Jason told me that we was in love with me... I can't forget all the things that we did together, I can't forget our memories and maybe I don't want to. But the worst thing is that I can't forget the moment when he told me he loved me...

*FLASHBACK*

I finished my ballet lesson and I was going to the coffee shop that me and Jason used to meet each other after school. He had called my earlier and he had told me that he wanted to talk me. So I was going to meet him there.

I entered in the coffee shop, I took a seat next to him and I kissed his cheek.

"Hey love!" he told me with a smile.

"Hey Jason. how was your day? " I said with a wide smile. I was so happy to see him. 

"Nothing interesting. I was helping my dad at his work. What about you?"

"Well I woke up in the morning and I had a French lesson. Then I ate my lunch and I went to see  Isabella because she was having a tennis match. SHE WON! " I shouted and everybody turned their heads to face me. I was embarrassed!  " After that I went to my ballet lesson and here I am!"

"Nice" he said, not really happy.

"Are you ok?" I said and hugged him.

" Nena stop! You're making it more difficult! Actually the reason I told you to come here is because I wanted to have a talk with you..."

"Ok..." I said  " I can hear you."

"Look Nena...There's something I wanted to tell you long time ago. Since when we became best friends and spend our time together I really like you. I'd love to be a couple and be together but your relationship with Ryan prevent me from telling you for us. Anyway now it's late because you like someone else and you're not just like him. YOU LOVE HIM! I don't know if you would be better with me but now I can't even know it. I think it's better for the both of us to stop talking for a while and hanging out together cause it really hurts me. I don' know when we're going to see each other. It doesn't count my opinion only but it counts yours too. I want you to have a good time and live every second of your life. When you're sad please try to think positive and think about all of the good things that happened to you. Forget about everything bad that came into your life and just keep going! Thank you for being always by my side. I will never forget you or how important you were to me. But please forget about me. I think it's better for you to move on! Live your life no matter what happens! No matter what life brings to you just smile and accept it. I want you to be happy! You're a wonderful girl and you deserve happiness. I want you to be happy again! I want you to smile as often as you can. I want you to find someone better than me! I want you to find someone that makes you smile even I’m not that person…I will always love you! “

I start crying…I couldn’t stop my tears! I couldn’t  talk or move. I couldn’t lose him! I wanted him in my life! I saw him get out of the coffee shop and I tried to stop him. I run after him but he was gone…

*END OF FLASHBACK*

 I was ready to move on! I'm ready to forget about my past. It's time for me to be happy again...!

HEY guys! So that was chapter 1. I know that it's small but I 've got homework to do.

I'll update chapter 2 tonight or tomorrow. 

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Hope you like it!

Kisses!

- Nena xx