ᴄɪᴛʏ ʟᴏᴠᴇʀꜱ

Intrusive

Y/n pov:

It's been 2140 days and 5 hours plus many minutes since Eren has left leaving me devastated and confused, the thought that he probably lied to me saying he said he would be back ,it's was all a fucking lie

He had short hair and her green eyes,that's all I can vision, my fork carefully looking at my food,the steak being medium rare and a Caesar salad paired with a cup of Diet Coke, both my parents were worried about Eren after he left,but they didn't realize on how much impact it had on me, I remembered that I started doing thing I didn't do before,

I started to do drugs,not drugs had huge consequences on me but cigarettes a few than and their,than each day either a shot of mezcal,or tequila or a cup of vodka marking my hung over the next day

Later I got help,went to therapy and feel back on my track,when senior year came around Oxford,Standford,Yale,UCLA, Harvard,UPenn,colonial, colombia already had my application accepted, but because I had still hope for Eren I chose colombia, near my parents house and and good school that I would fit right in

Now I am here ,completely rotting in my mess that I created, my parents were talking about Business per usual,until they brought of Carla which they never do,

"So y/n have you heard about the ' news'?"she head looked right towards at me,her eye locked on mine,under the table her heel kicking my foot, I look right up at her still trying to find my self a word to say

"What news?" I threw back ,they hated my attitude but it's not my fault that they just bring up these questions out of the blue

"The news about Eren and Carla,there back the house across the street is where they will be staying!" She excitedly says her arm is moving side to side as a jester of excitement.

I thought completely take over me thinking about the Eren would react to see me again,my heart slowly sewing back into places,

"No I didn't,thanks for telling me I'm delighted, now excuse me I'm not hungry" getting back into my feet putting the cotton cloth on the table,my feet walk towards the stairs heading to my room

Either I was in a dream or a lie,I didn't even get a chance to think about it,putting my hair in a French braid and my silk pajamas and my sleeping mask leaving my humidifier to make me feel to sleep,turning the lights off one by one,

Like eyes finally tune off into the dreams leaving me dream of luxury think still doesn't leave the mind off of Eren

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The sound of a large honk woke me up,my pillows all mushed by where my head was,slowly taking off my sleeping mask the smell of crisp fall leaves and rain unfolds it self

Popping my blond not realizing that there was gonna be 5 moving trucks that size of a lobby,getting into the shower was perfect,the glimmering water flows on the ground, the sent of shampoo foaming in your air.

I got dressed simple yet cute,today I had to go to campus just for a few things, today I was wearing a dark red Knitted silk top,leading this a leather skirt,for shoes some dark maroon red boots.

Trailing down the stair leading my coat and my bag waiting for me, I quickly leave the house in a zip,heading towards the Mercedes Benz left a glimpse or Eren

He had long hair to his shoulders,instead of teen age body he had brood shoulders and was really tall 6 feet it looked like, the car settled with a warm accent pulling out my phone scanning to find instagram,scrolling down through my feed,I saw Eren Account it was a photo of a blonde and what seemed to look like Jean holding a couple bottles of beer in the air and bright lights glancing around, it's posted not to long ago, the post had 34.8 k likes and the comments where mostly talking about the party,I liked it mainly not looking jealous.

Eren pov:

Drunk teenagers and stupid people don't go well,being back in New York has not the lest thing to happen,Mom and dad didn't work out in Germany,so where back but not in the Scares dale,in upper east side where y/n lives,

I haven't talked to her in 6 years I don't even know how's she been,I don't have her socials or her number

All I know is that she goes to Columbia which is the school I am going to,Dartmouth is where my dad went. My mom went to UPenn but she got me to Columbia. Somehow I got in

The air filled the house,smell of wood took over makeing my feel calm

The accents for soft rather than dark the workers coming in moving our new furniture into its places of its own just looking around, made me feel empty. It was the same without Dad. It's not like you left or anything. Is that the divorce in Germany didn't go as planned so mom and dad got divorced there. Dad went separate ways and well. Me and Mom are here now.

Some sort of guilt leads me behind, but the relief that y/n is neighbor and it doesn't leave my side,but she probably still upset about what I did,I didn't tell a soul where I went, more it's was a escape room but there wasn't a door that leads you somewhere, it lead me into trouble

My mother walked into the living room ,her arms being crossed looking around,I knew it was hard for her knowing that dad had a whole other kid that she didn't even know about,

I walked away heading outside again trying to find y/n, I see here here hair in half up half down,he bag chummed her her heels clicked on the hard concrete,her plum lips slowly turned to a soft smile

The wind blew her hair the my way,my glasses could reflect her eye,looking at me like she in love, she studied me until she hurried inside the car, the car left in a hurry only leaving the smell of gasoline

Y/n POV

I never felt so much anxiety in just 5 minutes,he back was towards me,he hair was in a bun that was on it last straw to break, my phone buzzed by each nonfiction, it was just people on snap instagram,posting that,"Eren Jeager back!" Or "E.J back in town" I just wanted to disappear and change myself into a swan,my put in my AirPod listening to "Let the light in by Lana del Rey"

My eye drift to sleep into a world of unprohibited pleasure,just the thought of Eren fills me up with excitement and displeasure, I am happy I get to see him but the thought that he knows that I like him is like when a snake bits into you with venom like spike you at any moment,when we finally come to a stop,it felt like something greater was about to come