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Destino

Y/n pov

Has much has I hate him,I still can't seem to let him go,I ruined myself just for him,when I walked to my first class I spot hitch and historia sitting together and the middle seat just for me

I walk over to them with my smile,angelic they say, they look up and smile back getting comfortable and prepared to gossip

I take my usual seat, trying to brush off Eren,only 5 minutes before class started and I already wanted to go home,

When class started Professor Ackerman walked in, he never in a good loop mood,either Cornelius or Jean ruined it or he hates this school

Quick fact,one day I was walking alone going to the library of New York,and I found him and professor smith,holding hands I am pretty sure their dating but none of my business

I class went by pretty fast,by the time it was done I was already asleep,I walked of class barley able to walk, when I go down the cold stairs I meet a group of girl drooling over their phones, I was a might concern,the small buzz of my phone,

The light was the small icon of instagram
When I pressed it led to Eren walking to Colombia University,with a girl with short bob hair keeping her head low,

Anger filled me,this mother fucker came back to New York a day ago and now he go a girl wrapped around his dick,

I look at meeting with Eren almost in front of me,displease impulses me
I stare at him with disgust,his eyes move to my chest, I quickly use my coat to cover me chest

Has I walk down the stairs in a much faster past I seem to still get the thump of excitement,I felt his eye dig much deeper into mine,the car rolled in waiting for me,the driver handed me a envelope,to be specific it had a washed out front and the paper was white,

Dear y/n

I am here to inform you that your brother Alex L/n has informed me that he is getting married,now he never told me that you are welcomed to go but I will love the met the most prettiest girl in  Manhattan! By all means the weeding in Vancouver Canada at 7:30 PM if you would love to come just send me a text the number is xxx-xxx-xxxx hopefully I will see you there.

I have had a pretty off and on relationship with Alex,my oldest brother and my only one, it weird knowing that he getting married to someone that neither of my parents know, but I glad he found his person unlike me

Eren
Eren
Eren

Eren pov
Y/n eyes immediately went from happy to disgusted when she saw me,she hated me for what I've done,but trust me I seen her post and story's on instagram and snap with another account,she with a guy that has a chiseled face dark hair, and looks like as if he came out of a book of dark romance

Even a photo of her with a heart shaped hickeys,when I first saw it I felt jealous,the jealousy that I never felt before I wanted revenge even from just talking with those boys I felt jealousy

Whatever I watch her walk away,sometimes I ask myself what I did was correct

Y/n pov

When I got home it was my mother and father looking disappointed,they probably gotten the news that I haven't talked to my therapist about rehab,just recently I just had stopped my addiction
I stopped feeling depressed, getting back on my feet

I walk past them to my room in a dash,I slowly stank in to my bed I'm felt much more relaxed knowing that thought of complete strangers me

I sit up straight getting ready for bed,when gossip girl flashes on the screen has I get conformable I look outside just to see if it's dark out and I see Eren new house glimmering with yellow and white I would think it was Christmas time if I just saw that house

I get up just to see it more but I see Eren he on the curbside what seems to be holding a cig and his hair down that goes it his shoulders, when we were younger I remember him saying he would never touch a drug (although I think ever kid said that)

When he looks up it seems he looking at my window I grab the curtains and close them I didn't want to seem that I was a stalker creep because I was admiring him but look he was the cutest boy in 1-5 grade so what can I say

When I head downstairs I see my parents in the living room watching 500 days of summer aka there favorite show which was also the show I grew up with because how much they love it

"Hey look I wanted to say that I am sorry about what just happened,I had a hard day..." I say to them I do feel bad most of the time I feel like a waste of time because they always look up to my brother,I see my book bag and hand them the note I was given, every step felt heavier because they haven't talk to Alex in what seemed years to me but I wanted them to know that I would love to go even if if meant, not talking to Alex and being alone I just wanted it be apart of it because I do want to grow a friendship with him

Has they take the note to eu both read it...it seems that they stop and look at each other than look at me
"Hunny you know that he might not want you their right?" My mother asked I wanted to cry sob because I know he doesn't wnat me there but do I care ?no I am still going even if that means going with my ex(I know crazy)

"Yes I know" I said but then there was a knock a loud one..

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