Guilty Pleasure

English teacher-KNJ

"Y/n" he called you name with frown. You looked up at him with dull expression.

"Yes, Mr.kim" you answered as standing, class looked at you with curiosity.

"What it is this?" He asked you as showing your essay paper.

"My essay paper!" You answered.

"I know. I asked you, what is the thing you wrote in?" he frowned more.

"About sea animals and conservation!" You again replied.

"Yeah, I could see the bold heading on top. I asked you, what the shit you wrote in it?" He lost his cool and yelled at you. "I could not even read the paper, too many spelling mistakes also, there grammer mistakes too and your hand writing, atleast try to present paper neat." He yelled at you.

You blinked without any expression.

"I am sorry, I will do better next time" you said.

Your classmates laughed at you. Namjoon looks like he done with you.

"Sit down" he yelled and thrown the paper on floor with anger. He breathed slow to control his emotions.

You're not bright student just average. You could score, If you want. But, lately your mind is disturbed by your family situation.

Your parents fought daily, now they are going to getting divorced. Your mother tried to take you and your brother with her. But, she could not because of her financially not stable. She was house wife untill she applied for divorce, now she begin to work. So, your father took full custody of you and your brother.

He is not doing any good. He drinks everything, and getting drunk. Every day you have to hide your brother in his room while you getting beaten up by your father.

You want to do better in subjects but, you're tired. you have to go part time after school, and before your father came home you need arrive home and safe your brother who going middle school. And there no time, you need to take rest before sunrise, before next day, before you go school, before you getting beaten up again, before getting tired of life again.

"Y/n, meet me after school" namjoon called you and went out of classroom.

You mumbled yes sir and looked down at your note. You feeling dizzy so, you laid your head on desk.

Maths teacher came in for next hour. He noticed you sleeping at middle line but, he ignored and let you sleep. He just need students who listen him well. Not, sleepyheads.

You could not sleep. You could hear his voice from far. Your stomach aches, you feeling nauseous.

You remembered what you ate today. Nothing. You ate nothing since morning, and it's past lunch time. It's just two hours to end school.

You want to get up and go for infirmiry but, you don't have any energy to do that. So, you just laid there, and tried to sleep.

After school you slowly reached staff room. You feel little better after a hour of sleep. Still you could not help but, feel little dizzy.

When you reached the staff room almost everyone went to their home. Namjoon and few other staffs checking their bags or correcting papers.

You went to namjoon and stood front of his cubic.

"Mr.kim" you called him, he hummed. "You called me"

"Y/n" he set the paper on desk and took off his glasses then rubbed his bridge of nose with sign. "Sit here" he said and pulled a chair.

You sat and looked at him.

"You're not doing good these days" he said.

"I'm sorry" you starred at him.