I Can't Make you Love me

Night before the Wedding

A week and some days later😂

Erin's pov,

I can't believe I'm getting married tomorrow

after throwing up all morning , and barely keeping my lunch down, I began thinking that Apart of me is scared that I'm doing the wrong thing and the other part is telling me we belong together

"Erin, you ready to turn up tonight," Julie asked

"Yes girl," I said as I texted Chris telling him not to have to much fun at his birthday/bachelor party

The last time Chris and I spent time together, was when he was supposed to take me home, instead we went to the beach

*Flashback**

"You know I meant everything I said," Chris asked

"Yes, and you know I meant everything I said to you," I asked as I crawled onto his lap sitting right on his thick member

He brought a blanket out here and he was laying on it

"I. still.love.you.," Chris said as kissed different parts of my face

"And I still love you," I said while kissing his neck

"You wanna try something new," he asked

"That depends," I said

I began unbuttoning his shirt

"Babygirl slow down," Chris Chuckled

I was a little surprised at myself too, I'm always the one following

But I guess this is what happens when you have yearned for someone's touch for so long

We shared our second passionate kiss of the night , but this time with no interruptions

With his hands rubbing gently over each part of my body,I closed my eyes loving every bit of it

*Flashback Interrupted*

"Erin girl go get ready," Julie said

"Okay," I said

I walked into the bathroom and showered

I shaved my legs then got out and dried my body

I applied lotion to my arms and legs, then put on my black dress

I grabbed my red heels and make up bag then walked over to the vanity

I added red lipstick, eyeliner, and Mascara and Sprayed my hair with Curl Activator

When I was putting my heels on , Julie walked in

"You finished," she asked

"Yeah," I stood up straight and looked her

"Wow, Erin you look sexy as fuck ," she said

"You do too," I said amazed at the outfit she had on

"Go by the wall and take a picture," she said

I walked over to where she told me to stand and posed as she took my picture

"Alright , let's be out," she said

I grabbed my pouch that contained my makeup, phone, And I.D, then we left

*The club *

Studio 54 was live tonight, there were strippers on one side of the club and on the side I was at with the bar was the actual dance floor

"Drink with me Erin," Julie said as she downed some Ciroc

"Then who the hell is going to drive us home," I asked