It was the first day of school, I was anxious of course, I've been scared of this day since the day after graduation. Everyone here is new. I have to meet new people, make new friends, understand more complex lessons. It was basically a new life! And in my eyes, that was something I couldnt comprehend. I was scared.
Everything was already going WRONG. During the flag ceremony I stood in the wrong line, not even a line from the grade I was in! I stood in the line of SENIOR HIGH STUDENTS. And not only that, after the flag ceremony our teacher made us do a "BINGO" we have to find a person with the description inside a box and write their name. It was so stressful that I had to go around the classroom asking if they had pets or if they were afraid of spiders or not.
But as soon as I saw them, everything got better. Everything about them was amazing, their pretty hair, their skin was FLAWLESS, their sweet personality, heck even their voice is alluring. I could listen to them talking over and over and I wouldn't get bored of it. They're literally perfect! But what caught my attention was that they're proud of who they are. They're so open about pansexual and I found it charming! I never thought someone could be so brave..
But there was a problem, he's a boy! I know it's wrong, I know that if my parents found out I'm into guys, I'd become a disappointment, and I know I'll surely go to hell. But if I were to choose between not being able to love him freely and hell, I would gladly choose to burn for all of eternity.
And I was already gay to begin with. I had a crush on a boy last year and I know I can totally handle this one, and I have totally moved on from that guy. I think.
After a few more games, our teacher finally made us introduce ourselves, we were told to state our name, our birthday, where we live, and our achievements from last year.
When our teacher finished saying the instructions, the introductions started. After a long wait, be finally stood up. His name is Arvin.
I got to know him more on our health break, and it turns out, he calls our class president "Mama". Maybe I could get more information about him from her..
But that was yesterday, today is the second day of school. I have more chances to talk to him! The moment I stepped into the campus, I hoped to see his face first, and see his face first, I did not. For I was greeted with someone else.
Savana, she's my seatmate. I honestly think shes a crucial part in Arvin's life, they talk to each other a lot, and they've known each other since grade one.
The whole day was just our subject teachers giving us our requirements for the quarter and making us do the diagnostic tests they prepared for us. And it was kinda boring. No fun activities, no nothing! Just our teachers standing the the desk infront of us and talking.
Well at our health break is close. I can talk to him again, and maybe even become friends with him. I just have to wait a few more minutes.
The last teacher finally walked out and it was our health break! I couldn't wait to talk to him again, and as soon as the teacher walked out, I looked for him immediately! But as soon as I turned around, he was out of his seat. I tried looking for him more, but it turns out, he was on the other side on the classroom.
And he was talking to a boy! They're quite loud, their voices could be heard by the entire classroom if only our classroom wasn't so loud. I heard his name, it was Vance. Their conversation didn't really last long, Arvin started talking to the girl next to the guy. She was quieter than the other , I didn't quite hear her name properly...
Then the teacher came in, and he went back to his seat. The teacher talked about our lessons for Filipino. After twenty minutes, the orientation was over and the next teacher came in.
The rest of the day was again, boring and plain. But at least it was finally over. The only sad thing is, I didn't really get to talk to him much.
I was waiting for a ride home. But then I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I checked the notification and it was from the class gc, specifically it was his message. The message read, "Hello mga fersons!!!!💅💅🥰🥰😘😘👹👹💅💅💅". And after a few seconds, other people started replying with their own variations of saying, "Hi", "Hello", "HAAIII🥰🥰🥰😘😘😘😘😍😍😍😍😍😻😻😻😻🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩". Before I got to type my reply, I saw my ride at the corner of my eye.
I got into the jeep, and then I replied, "What is this, who are you people?".
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They were so fast to start random conversations, the subject kept changing and changing until the finally talked about all the homework we were given. But I didn't care about that, I cared about finding the girl Arvin was talking to earlier. But I couldn't find her.
I finally got home, I was going to start with the homework but then I saw he sent me a friend request, I was filled with joy and I immediately accepted it. I was going to send him a message, But I was too tired.
I flopped onto my bed and fell asleep, I had a dream about him that night, waiting to see him again.
The dream was interesting.....It was about him making the first move. But I woke up after he said "I have something to tell you.." And as soon as I opened my eyes, It was the third day of school.
