T-TRAPPED IN BLACK BUTLER?!?

The End of The Beginning

"Aya! Please don't go! I-I LOVE YOU!" Ciel screamed at me, while he hugged me tight.
"Ciel, there's no escaping fate. I love you too. I wish I could stay with you. Though, I can't." I said calmly.

I love Ciel, don't get me wrong. He's my first and last love. I truly wish I could stay with him, but I can't escape whats coming to me! Tears started dripping from my eyes.

Shit.

"Aya?" He asked.
I wiped my tears.
"I'm okay, I really am." I said.
"NO YOIR NOT!" He yelled.
Ciel.
"UNDERTAKER CSN YOU NOT DO ANYTHING?!!?" Ciel screamed at Undertaker.
"Keheheh I cannot my lord, unless lady Aya can help humanity she's due for death kekekeheh!" Undertaker replied.
"Dammit. DAMMIT I SAY!" Ciel screamed.
"CIEL!" I yelled, as I slapped him.
"YOUR NOT A CHILD! I'M NOT A TOY! GROW UP AND SUCK IT UP!"
"Aya." Ciel said.
I calmed down, and sighed.
"Ciel, your acting like a child. Your acting like I'm a toy, I am not." I repeated.
Ciel stoped screameding and wiped his tears.
"Undertaker, can you tell me how Aya is going to die?" He asked.

"KEHEKEHKEH! You'll have to find out my young lord!" Undertaker said.

How I'll die? How will I die? I can't change fate. Maybe, I can escape it by. No. I can't. Suicide isn't my answer.

Maybe though, if I'm a demon just maybe.

"Ciel, do you have a knife?" I asked.

"Well yes, but what will you do with it?" He asked giving me the small pocket knife.

"Master Aya, are you doing what I think your doing! Aya you can't!" Shiro screamed.

"It's my only way to escape this. I'm sorry, Ciel, Shiro, everyone." I said, taking the knife to my neck, I took the knife close to my neck and swiped it across as hard as I could.

"AYA NO!" Ciel screamed.

"Right in time." Will said, "Suicide from a human means she'll have a punishment."

"Punishment nya?" Shiro asked.

"Have you ever wondered how repers came to be?" Grell said.

"When a human commits suicide, he or she has a punishment. Becoming a Grim Reaper, and seeking out others deaths." Undertaker said. Seriously for once.

"AYA D-DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE! NOT AGAIN!" Ciel screamed, holding me. His tears falling on my numb body.

"Ciel, don't cry. I don't like it when you cry." I said weakly.

"Aya. Don't leave, please. I'll never forgive you." He said.

So this was how'd I die. At least I'll die happy, the guy I never knew, who I was randomly betrothed to. He was cold, but sweet. The big sister I've always wanted, who'd be so exciting and hyper. My soul's at peace.

I could feel my spirit leaving my solid body. I saw everyone, but could they not see me? How?
I saw my body, my neck had a crimson slit. Where I cut myself.
I saw Ciel, he was looking at my wrists. When my father started to go downhill, I went through a phase. It never subsided. Yes, I cut myself. Fake smiled. But with Ciel, I felt happy. Not fake joy, but actual happiness. For the longest time, I haven't felt this way.

"AYA! AYA COME BACK! please. Aya." Ciel screamed. Tears falling all over my body.

Ciel, stop crying. I hate it when you cry. Please stop. T-this was for the best.

"Hey demon, Lady Aya says to stop crying. She did this for the best." Shiro said.

"Shiro! You can hear me!" I exclamed.

"Course Lady Aya, I just can't see you. Where are you?" Shiro said, waving his hands around trying to look for me.

"Sebastian, come at once." Ciel said. He stopped crying. Sebastian came flying out of nowhere, did he fall from the sky or something?
But, Reia came falling down with him.

"Aya! Ciel what happened to my little sister!" She yelled.

"She died of course Lady Reia! Keheheheh!" Undertaker cut in.

"Undertaker." Reia said coldly, giving him the deathstare.

Reia came and picked up my limp body and carried it out of the Reaper Library. Sebastian picked up Ciel like a princess and carried him out.

For some reason, I'm more flexible and unhuman in this form, so I followed them.
It feels, strange not having a solid body, but this spirit one is, AWESOME! But, Reia, Ciel, even Sebastian. They all are, crying? It's the fates doing, not mine.
My string was cut, this is how I disappear. This was how I was supposed to die.

"Sebastian, get ready the funeral. I don't want to wait." Ciel said, he wiped away his tears.

"Yes, my lord." Sebastian said, walking off into the estate.

"Oh Aya." Reia sniffed. Her eyes were so puffy and red.

Reia, stop crying. I hate seeing people cry!
5 minutes later Sebastian told them to go to the garden.
I followed.

The black and white roses, were wilted.
At the very end if the garden, was a picture of me. But it wasn't me me. It was the other Aya, or was it me? There was a black cherry wood coffin, and my body was in there. In the crowd was not only my demon family, but my human ones as well.
My father, brother, mom, and I think my sister. Even Shiro was there.
Everyone, was amsad and crying. When I did the deed, this wasn't what I wanted. This wasn't how it was supposed to end!

Then, I felt my spirit form go back into my body.
And my eyes opened.
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To be Continued....

*heyyoooo! Next part may be the last chapter for our dear Aya! Ohhhh the wonder! Will Aya be a reaper? Or stay a demon? What shall happen to her? Find out on our last chapter ❤* ~Ciel Ludenburg ~