to keep one's love

chapter 6

     Ever since mai heard the news of the accident, she fell into depression. She could not do anything.

She decided to submit herself to prayers. Not that she was a praying person but when she imagined a life without james, she had to believe there is a supernatural being somewhere that can make miracles happen.

  A day before james went for the trip, they went for a movie date where james proposed to her.
She was surprised at first thinking it's was her imagination but then he asked again.
     Will you marry me?
She tears up as she accepted his proposal.

Although she dreams of marrying james but she dares not consider the possibility of it happening soon.

After she heard the news she rushed immediately to his house to see if she could speak with mr Benson.
When she arrives at the mansion, the security man went to imform him that a young lady was waiting to see him.
    Mai was busy admiring the well furnitured luxurious flat when mr Benson walked in. She immediately raise to greet him
Seat down he said.
  After she sat down, all the courage she had mastered disappeared from her.
  She just sat there gazing at her feets.
Seeing she was not saying  a thing, he said.
I can see you are here because of james. A maid brought a dink for her while he was still speaking.
  How can i be of help?
She asked eagerly.
Nothing,  just go and pray for him. He told her.
Okay.. i will take my leave now.
She stands to leave.
   Wait. She frozd
Everything will be find. He assured her. She nods at him before leaving.

Mai went home praying fervently for james.

When they were in school James was her everything. He helped her with almost everything. Although he was not intimate with her but he was her companion.

The only thing that is lacking in their relationship is sex. If not that she took bold steps, there couldn't have been what people call first kiss.

On that day she went to visit him at his apartment in school. Luckily for her he was alone.

At that time their relationship was just a year.

Since he was not making a move, she thought she should try her lucky.
  When she enters his house, she saw that he was not wearing anything on his upper body. She immediately fantasies lustful of it.
  James could see she was lost in thought because her gaze was on him and he felt uncomfortable under her hot gaze.
He asked if she was good. She similed at him only nodding her head.
   She shallowed as she looks at him hungrily. James looked away because lust was evidence in her eyes. As she walked close to him he became hot.
  It is not as if he doesn't want her infact he does but he had been trying to control himself. It became easier because it's was his first time being in a romantic relationship.

Dam it..he cursed.
As she went for a kiss. The sexual tension was so strong.
  
He shivered as he responded to her kiss passionately. As their kiss heated goosebumps appeared on his skin and his heartbeats accelerated. Mai could feel his arousal so she started placing wet kisses on his neck and that was enough for him to lost his reasoning and pushed her to the wall as he felt himself growing harder. He used all his might to pull away panting hard.
  Why.. she questioned with appalled.
I'm sorry, james said trying to calm himself.
   What? She asked feeling very disappointed with him. I'm ready for it. She explained closing the distance between them.
  He knew he wanted the feeling of her her hands but he had to control himself.
   Mai i want you just as you want me but i promise myself to finish my studies before sex. He explains calmly
She wanted to persuade him but he asked her to stop.
  She was so mad at him that day but she respected his decision.

On different occasions he could embrace and kiss her but she was not satisfied.

She needed him.
She needed all of him