____________________I'm not afraid of anything.
Never was there ever something in which I held with great fear.
I stood somewhere that I believed was hassle-free with the life I carelessly held. I couldn't give a damn about what happens to the people around me. I felt better as long as I was doing nothing.
Although I had nothing to be wary of, yet I felt the impulse to seek inviolability. And in the shade of the mob, I succeeded.
Until you came in.
You, who gave my formerly uninteresting life a surprising significance. You are the one who pumped blood and air into my veins.
I no longer feel the urge to hide amid the rabble thanks to you. I wanted to be seen for the first time in my life, and not just by anyone-I wanted to be seen by you. With such incredibly brilliant eyes only you possessed.
You gave me something I've never received before. Fear. For once, held something with intense fear in my hands. With the worry of not being able to attain your fascination and the fear of being apart from you.
Ignoring the slightest bit of myself filled with such sublimation. I'd like to think that it was what I had believed, but now I understand better. I shall keep on existing as long as you acknowledge my existence. Even if you're not next to me, I only need to see the scenery in which I can see you smiling so gleefully.
It doesn't have to be me by your side, beaming genuinely happy smiles on both our faces.
For I am well aware that you do not need me to be happy. But I wish you did.
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The light sound of footwork echoed through the empty halls of Hakuho High School as the sky glamoured in a clear depiction of blue with slabs and bits of white that illustrated a clear, undisturbed sky.
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