Would It Help If I Bled? // Jann (ENG)

Chapter 6

-I'm not going to pass, I'm not going to fucking pass!- I shouted while hitting my head hard on a notebook laying down on my desk. Guy next to me laughed softly and started rubbing my back. I don't know why, but I felt shivers going down my spine. I just hope that he didn't feel it on his palm. 

-Calm down, hey, it's just a trygonometry test. And it's on Monday. And we have Saturday.- he tried to calm me down. 

-I. Won't. Pass.- I mumbled. Suddenly I felt both hands wrapping around my waist and Janek's chest on my back.

-But I know you will.- he answered, hugging me tighter and putting his head on my shoulder. Suddenly I reminded myself that we are home alone, because my mom left a week ago.

-I have an idea!- I said quickly and got up.- You and me.- I pointed at me, then at him.- Plus my mom's alcohol collection.- I added, waiting for his response. He smiled widely.

-And what about "I won't pass"?- he was playing with me, laughing at the mental breakdown I just had. 

-I need a break or my head is going to explode.- I waved my hand and took a path to my mom's alcohol.- Whisky?- I asked swinging a bottle back in front, in front of Janek's face.

-Whisky.

***

-Oh god... this one shot was too much.- he groaned loudly, and fell from a sofa. I almost peed myself from laughing.

-One bottle was too much.- I laughed, but seconds later I stopped. Because I also ended up on a floor, next to my friend.- Do you, Jan Rozmanowski...- he interrupted me.

-Take you as a wife? I do.- he laughed and hiccuped.

-Do you... did you just pushed me off?- I bursted out laughing and sitted down. I started crawling my way to him, placing both of my hands on his chest. He got serious.

-Maybe.

-Naughty.- I mumbled, sitting down on his belly.

-You have drank too much.- he suddenly got much more sober. Unfortunately, I couldn't say the same thing about myself.

-Not true.- I layed down on him completely. I felt how tense he is.- You are so so comfortable.- I mumbled in his chest.

-And you are so so drunk.- he laughed, petting the back of my head.

-You too.- I said confidently. 

-Yeah? We'll see.- he started taking me off of him, sitting me down on the floor. He stood up and stood on one leg, trying to find a balance. I'm wondering how he didn't end up on the floor with broken bones.- Your turn.- he said. I proudly stood up, and mirrored his movements. But instead of finding a balance I felt how I'm falling down. But Janek's hands luckily catched me. 

-Okay, I think I should go to sleep. And I feel nauseous.

-Bathroom?

-Immediately.- I felt how my body is getting lifted, and moments after, placed on cold, bathroom floor. 

-Hey, it's okay, let it all out.- Janek held my hair, and I started vomiting all the alcohol. 

-I'm so sorry, I really drank too much.- I said after I was finished. I turned around but there was nobody here.

-I poured you some water.- he explained, handing me a glass of water, which I barely took from him and took a sip.- And don't be sorry, nothing happened. I'm not sober either.- he laughed. That's a fact. He wasn't. But I was supposed to find this out just minutes after. Unfortunately, not remembering this the next morning. 

-Could you lay me down?- I asked him hopefully, placing an empty glass next to me. Janek quickly lifted me up and took me to bed. 

-You have water here, on a bedsite table. Will you be okay?- he asked, hiccuped and laughed.

-Stay.- I asked.

-I don't have a place to sleep, we won't fit in your bed.- he lost his balance a bit. How he didn't fall? I don't know. 

-Here.- I said and rolled down on a carpet placed next to my bed.- Take two pillows and a blanket.

-Are you sure, you want me to stay?- he asked unsure while putting those things next to me, and sitting down with crossed legs. 

-Yeah, come here.- I groaned feeling that the sleeps is a few steps away from me. I didn't even care anymore, that I don't have a pillow underneath my head.

-Okay.- he answered and layed down net to me, and I immediately fell asleep. I just slightly felt how my head is being lifted, and the pillow is placed undearneath it. And then how the blanket is covering my body to keep me warm through the night.- You mean so much to me.- Janek whispered.- We know eachother for only a month, but you already changed my whole world.- he smiled slightly.- You are the most beautiful girl I've ever met. I'm talking about both outside and inside. I can talk with you for hours, and look at you for hours. I just think I fe...- he stopped as soon as he heard me snoring. As he realized that I haven't heard anything, he fell asleep next to me. But he was wrong. I've heard everything.

***

-My head. Is. Exploding.- I said angrily, rubbing the sides of my head as we were eating scrumbled eggs that Janek has made.

-Half of liter of fifty percent whisky, drank by two people, in an hour is... a lot.- he laughed looking at my hangover. I don't even want to wonder, how my make up looks alike after all this things. 

-And I don't think I remember everything.- I mumbled. 

-Um... what is the last thing you remember?- Janek tensed.

-And what? Am I supposed to regret anything?- I asked playfully, according to anything that I could've possibly done meanwhile being under influence. Janek got all red and I literally thought that he is going to burn down in a second.- I'm joking, why are you so shy suddenly?- I laughed, so did he, relaxing himself a little bit.- I remember everything until I tried to stand on one leg. What happened after?

-Then you have vomited and we went to sleep. That's all.- he assured me. 

-Okay.- I mumbled. I could have sworn that he was saying something to me as I was falling asleep, but I can't fucking remember.- Weren't you telling me about something as we layed down? I have this thought in my head.

-No, I haven't said anything.- he broke our eye contact.