Hatred and Regret

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- Neymar POV

Lionel and I have a competition during practice.
Who can score more goals, Leo won of course but we aren't gonna speak about that.

Everyone has been training so hard since we lost the Champions League...
I do feel bad yelling at Kylian, but he missed the penalty!
Why would they let him take it!
It was stupid..

We were best friends, if I was ever away from him for more than a day, I would freak out and think  that something happened to him, it was sort of separation anxiety.. But when he missed I realised he wasn't worth all that worry.

I rarely see him anymore, only at games and training.

I've noticed a couple things about him though, he is always at training first and the same with games, he always looks tired, he falls asleep after games in the change rooms and Achraf and Sergio have to take care of him.
It seems a bit pathetic if you ask me

"Oi Neymar, guess whattttt?" I here Leo's voice

"What?" I ask

"Lottin is looking over, he seems upset, just talk to him!" He says sounding serious

I look over at Kylian and he is looking at me and he looks upset but I'm not going over there

"If you don't go, I will"  he starts walking over and I stay still.

They talk and they hug the way Kylian and I used to. Shit, I can't be tearing up.

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