Dear mom, You may not physically abuse me, you verbal abuse. When you think I am not listening I hear everything you say about me,how you wish you had a different daughter. And how you say all of these two things, your favorite one, the one you cherish so much with your heart would do everything for her, but if I ask for your attention I get overlooked.
I have found it easy to not be by you, so you don't verbally abuse me any longer. Cuz if you found out what happened last summer when I couldn't handle it anymore. You would have cried so much, saying how much you love when I know you don't mean it.
Seeing you comfort your other daughter who is a boy breaks her heart by doing something so stupid. you comfort her how I want to be comforted by you, but I know I can't have your love the way you favorite get it.
I will always be overlooked but I still love you so much even if you don't love me the same way.
LH.