Miles Between Us

Chapter 5

12:00 AM

"Geeeezz!! I can't sleep. Wala naman akong insomnia ah. Si Kian parin naiisip ko. Ano ba yan.. Patulugin mo na ako Kian. Wag mo na ako isipin okay? XD Assumera lang ako. Haha!"

"Hayy! Kian Lee... I still remember the every detail how we met. How you became a big part in my life. How you became so important. I didn't expect I'd like you. Well, at first I had a crush on you. The first day we met. I was attracted by your kindness, your sweet smile and sparkling eyes. Then we get to know each other more and who knew that I will fall for you? It started with a crush but now? I do love you." Sbi pa ni Cassandra sa sarili.

12:30 AM..

"What the? Late na. I have to sleep! I still have my class. Okay try ko tlga. Promise.."

1:00 AM

"Fvck! 1:00 na eh. May pasok pa ako mamaya.. T.T Sleepless nights. Bakit kasi natulog siya eh. Kung kelan mag coconfess na ako na siya yung tinutukoy ko matagal na.. Bakit kasi nag deny pa ako nung tinanong niya kung gusto ko siya :;( How stupid I am. Now, Here I am. Ako ang nahihirapan.. Because everytime we talk. I fall in love with him over and over again. Yung gabi nag usap kami sa phone.......

April 13. 2:00 AM

Kian: Cassandra? I can't sleep. Can we talk?

Me: Oh Kian, Why you're still awake?

Kian: Namimiss kita... Di naba masakit pakiramdam mo?

Me: Namimiss din kita.. Sobra.. Okay nako tumawag kana eh.

( He laughed )

Kian: Ang bolera mo.. Sige ka baka mahalin na kita niyan,,

(Okay lang. Mamahalin naman kita eh.)

Me: Ikaw ang bolero Kian.. Haha! Lasing kaba?

(Maniwala ka naman please.)

Kian: Lagi naman bola sayo db? Joke lang sinabi ko. Haha! Nakainom ng konti, but I'm fine.

Me: ........

Kian: Cassandra? Do you like me?

Me: .......

Kian: Hoy! Uso kaya ang sumagot, late mo ba ne rereceive mga sinasabi ko?

Me: Oh, Sorry. We are friends Kian right?

(F-R-I-E-N-D-S That phrase kills me. Shit! We are friends. I can't breathe.)

Kian: Yes, we are friends. Sorry for that question. Goodnight Cassandra, Thank you. Get well soon okay? Bye.

And he hanged up..

End Of Flashback..

Ayan ang conversation namin. Chance ko na yun, hinayaan ko pa. Geezz! Hndi talaga ako makatulog.. What should I do? Think Cassadra. Thiiiiiiiiiiiink! (Loading............. Enk. Enk. Malfunction. Brain Error.) Okay! Wala tlga. Si Kian lang naiisp ko... Ang D-U-W-A-G ko..

"I said we are friends because I'm afraid. Afraid that you're just teasing me. That you don't feel the same way. I admit I lied. The truth is I like you I really do. I just didn't have the courage to say what I really feel for you. After that, I can't get out you in head, my mind. I always think of you. Everything about you which makes me feel that someday you could be mine. I do like you, I really do.

"See how foolish am I, ang duwag ko tlaga. Kapag talaga naunahan ka ng takot at negative thoughts walang mangyayari. Bakit ba kasi ako nag sinungaling nun. Sinasaktan ko lang ang sarili ko. Pinapahirapan ko lang lalo ang nraramdaman ko. I smile even though I'm hurting. They say it is the best medicine, but most of the times its just the best disguise."