SUGARHILL, HARLEM , NEW YORKMy mom had gave birth jus a few weeks ago as u was now laying in your bed with the heavy sleepy baby as u had to get up and do something u haven't been to school or sleep and your mother was now home so y'all took turns then some knocks came from the door as u went downstairs with your heavy brother
Stood there solace notti and dd and ddot "woah take off ya shoes and stuff also my mom and my brother is sleep "you said as solace had already seen the baby so he knew her touch tbh
as u closed the door quietly as u looked at him he did have a lot of hair only to be a week old he always cried or fussed abt something your mom wasn't breast feeding no baby cause she lost a lot of milk when she had u due to the fact that she liked fat chubby babies
"Damn u can't lay him down or nun ..?"ddot said now making his ass to the fridge " no he won't lay down for nun I can prolly try and then we could chill and shi in my room so I'll be close to him "you said they all nodded as u laid sakeem down as he didn't fight he turned his head a little and went back to sleep
As u closed the door knowing he would sleep for 4-5 hrs then he would whine in his sleep when something or someone was bothering him
as you walked out going next door u thought abt your journal heavily u wondered where it was then u heard some footsteps "Heyy y'all where sakeem ..? "Your mom said u pointed to his room as she nodded closing the door as y'all started talking "sooo what's up today "ddot said lookin at the group "I was thinking we slide by this party later on "dd said Obv he was trying to get some girls number and shi
dd was your player in the group ddot was the greedy ass nigga while notti was u didn't even know but something abt notti js turned u on fr
"Bestie u going Rii .? "Solace said lookin at u as u played with your fingers like u said u never went anywhere had all the nicest clothes in the world "Best cmon u gone have a good time fr we will be back later on "solace said as u nodded giving each one of them a a hug
As u looked in the mirror "MOM "you said she rushed ups with the sleepy baby in her hands "yes baby "she said walking in "should I go to the party "you said looking at yourself now
"My baby yes u need to get out and get social a little u can't be under mommy all the time but yes go fr mommy got things he's gone fr "she said u nodded as she walked out as u stared yourself some more as u walked to the shower starting to get ready
after u finished gettin dressed
The fit change if needed
It was a October party for it to be close to Halloween u thought as u straightened your hair out as u here's a horn as u grabbed your phone putting it in your pocket and other essentials as u kissed your brother on the head as u walked out
walking downstairs as u looked at your mom who was also sleep as u got in the car notti and solace was in the back as u got in the middle as y'all drove off notti stood tall all black as he looked at u
He smiled and whispered in ya ear "u look good tn "he said as u blushed but he didn't see it fr "thx "you said lookin at him was he actually working on u fr no it can't be this quick fr
As y'all pulled up and got out u being the only one who dosent drink "I'll go look for u like a juice or some water "notti said as u nodded he knew u didn't drink due to the fact that u never went out
as he came back giving u the juice as he walked off with some ppl as u stood alone on your phone as kids was out dancing and other things on the floor and then a tall boy walked up to u he had dreads hanging off he was lightskin and he had a thick nyc accent
"Wsp "he said as u felt some eyes burning into u "aye who is that talking to Saturn "ddot said tapping on notti "idk but he better not fw her "notti said
"Can't speak much I see "he said as he played in your face a little "ohh Shii wait u Saturn like the popular girl "he said all the boys wanted u but now u only wanted one nigga fr and that was Ethan Reyes
"Yea .. that's me"you said lookin down now as he tried to lift ya chin and then notti walked up "aye man back up off her "notti said as u looked up at him the boy laughed "oh u her Nigga looks like u left her "the boy said as notti controlled his temper as he grabbed you softly as u sat down beside him "u good "he said lookin at u as u nodded
as the party ended they took u home as Notti offered to stay over as u jus got out the shower notti was already done as u walked out he was now on the bed no shirt jus his basketball shorts and his psd boxers hanging a lil above
As he looked at u as u crawled beside him "do he keep u up all night .? "notti said lookin at u as u nodded "it's usually around 3-5 but so far he's a peaceful baby "you said smiling at notti as the room fell quiet as notti heard your quiet snores as the morning was soon to arrive
YALLLL IDK WHAT TO DO THIS THIS BOOK BUT ITS FINNA GET JUICY IGG
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