New Person, Same Old Mistakes

Who is he?

Fireworks spread out all over the sky, making the night better. After driving around and having a blast I pull into Sarah's driveway and shut the car off completely.  We get out, grab our things, and I lock my car. I check my watch as I take off my shoes inside and notice that it's kinda really late. The switch blinks on and there stands him, tall, and handsome Rafe. "You're going to get killed if anyone finds out you got home this late." He spoke while leaning on the door frame of the kitchen. "Please just Shh, I mean it's twelve but we had so much fun driving." Sarah begged him not to say a word. "We kinda lost track of time" she added. He smirked at me and walked off. I ignored it. "Wanna go walk on the beach?" Kiara asked, i obviously was dying to catch some night waves. "Sure, let's go to my room." Sarah replied and we went upstairs and into her room. "Do you have a swim suit I could wear?" I forgot to pack one, but I don't even know how since it's summer and swimming is our fav.  Sarah points to her drawer, I open it and look, the amount of bikinis is amazing, and I'm honestly looking forward on how I'll look in these. I pulled out a teal ish one and examined it. "You would totally rock that Bae!" Kie said in excitement. I started stripping off my clothes by the girls, I only do this with them because I trust em the most. You'd understand? I slide final part on, the top, hardest part trying to get every string right, and Sarah and I aren't exactly the same size. Kiara came up behind me and made sure everything was fitted right and tied the strings. I admire myself in her mirror an I look stunning. A little bit of under boob but it's alright. Kiara had on green and Sarah had on a red bikini. Once we were all done we carefully and quietly walked downstairs, I trace my finger tips on the railing, and then there was him. Rafe Cameron, looking up at me with a smile on his pitiful face.  He looked like he was in sorrow. I wanted to know more but I smiled back quickly and we ran outside, running to the beach, and dropping our towels on the sand. We all dive into the water, the cold breeze felt great with the warm water. After Sarah and Kiara mentioned food we went back to the house. I sat outside on the patio waiting for them to come back, in the distance I noticed headlights, and I just shrugged them off. It got closer and closer, the tall figure got off the four wheeler and paced back and forth. It was Rafe. I walk towards him and clamp my hand gently on his wrist to try and calm him down. "Are you okay?" In the softest voice I could but he just shook his head and ripped his hand away from my grasp. I shrugged it off and walked back inside since they were taking forever. Asleep, dead asleep on the couch. I guess tonight was tiring. I cover them up and clean up the mess. I start to walk upstairs for the bathroom but I could feel Rafes eyes glaring at me. I got into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I feel disgusted of myself, my broad shoulders, being in between skinny and fat, not having the best hair, and so much more. I feel so self critical! I reach for the hot water an turn it on, Neal my head down, and splash the water on my face. I feel the door close and a presence come into the room, it must be the cat because the door closed pretty gently. I felt plain without my makeup on, even more bare with this swimsuit. Still with my eyes closed I reach for a towel but touch something smooth and rigid. I opened my eyes and look up. My eyes were wide and I opened my mouth in shock, he covered my mouth with his palm and smiled down at me. Saying nothing he traced his fingers around my hips and got into the shower. Shivers went down my spine and I didn't know wether to leave the bathroom or not. I left. I quickly walked into the guest room which was practically my own bedroom, I changed and flopped down on the bed waiting to take a shower. I can't believe he is doing this to me. Fuck Rafe is hot but that's Sarah's brother!
I had plugged in my phone and started scrolling through tiktok.

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