My nerve is aching, my nous is racing I'm trying to hold my feelings hidden But I can't aid but sense like I'm facing A battle I'm not sure I can win
I'm scared to tell you how I feel
I'm scared of what you'll say
I'm scared of how you'll react
And scared of what testament amount of it today
I'm scared of the unknown
I'm scared of the truth
I'm scared of the consequences And scared of the proof
I'm scared of the pain
I'm scared of the hurt
I'm scared of the rejection And scared of the words
I'm scared of the silence I'm scared of the lies I'm scared of the secrets
And scared of the ties
I'm scared of the future I'm scared of the past
I'm scared of the feelings That I can't seem to cast
I'm scared of the truth
I'm scared of the lies
I'm scared of the feelings That I can't seem to disguise
I'm scared of the love
I'm scared of the hate
I'm scared of the emotions That I can't seem to abate
I'm scared of the pain
I'm scared of the hurt
I'm scared of the rejection And scared of the words
I'm scared of the silence I'm scared of the lies I'm scared of the secrets And scared of the ties
I'm scared of the future I'm scared of the past
I'm scared of the feelings That I can't seem to cast
I'm scared of the truth
I'm scared of the lies
I'm scared of the feelings That I can't seem to disguise
I'm scared of the love
I'm scared of the hate
I'm scared of the emotions That I can't seem to abate
But I'm more scared of never telling you
And never knowing what could have been
So I'll read a chance and evidence you the truth And hope that you interpret what I mean undefined
