Heyya there,
Long time no see huh.
I miss you guys, I miss writing, I miss reading novels and fanfictions, I miss commenting on someone else's work, I miss writing down my prompt dialogue for a chapter, I miss responding to some comments or messages, I miss the feeling when I write while crying, I miss when I yelled at the character when I wrote about them, I miss when I curse or crying ugly when reading something, I miss reading Wattpad comments whether it's on mine works or anyone's, I miss typing a whole plot just to erase it because it doesn't make sense, I miss when I can write without care, I miss when someone messages me, I miss the moment I just stare at the wall or ceilings to think the words, I miss the moment I listen to sad music to get in character I wrote.
I miss it dearly.
Sadly, I can't anymore. I don't have any motivation, I don't want to continue writing, I hate that feeling when I write it like an assignment, I dislike the weird glance when people figure out who's the owner of this account. I am stressed from thinking about what to write, when to update it, why I must I write this.
I feel so wrong to ship my bias with his own teammates. I disgusted with myself that I wrote this. Therefor, I will unpublish this (chan x seventeen oneshot). I hope you guys can understand me , I've done many things wrong and do many sin but this is the most wrong and hopefully my God can forgive me.
Sign off, Your author.
