AFTER FOUR MONTHS
It was the first year of your co-education college , you were laughing out loud with your girls around you
Catherine : hey y/n? That girl asked me to call you
You turned as you say ruchi standing by the entrance of the classroom
Y/n : what do you want....
Ruchi : hey... I know you won't speak with me, but it's making me feel guilty... Am sorry
Y/n : I would have not cared if you just rejected him but you accept him and you both were in a relationship !? I really can't digest it!
Ruchi : i liked him.... I really liked him, am sorry, but my guilt didn't allow me to be with him anymore, so understand? I need you more than anyone in my life
Y/n : that's bullshit! Catherine let's go!
Ruchi : y/n listen... Please...
You went out with Catherine and bumped on a lean guy with not much looks, he was less attractive to other girls but was a gem to you
Sanjay : YOU OKAYY???
y/n : hmm
Sanjay : walk straight or else you'll hit yourself in a wall and turn out like the cat from tom & Jerry
You got happy as you let a laugh from your lips seeing his saracastic joke and also the care he had inside it
Y/n : hmm
Your heart beated rapidly and you could feel your body heating up, as you walked away from him imagining you were his girlfriend aldready but deep inside you knew he aldready had a girlfriend
Three months later
Sanjay , you and his friends all go through train....everyday
Mikey : hey Sanjay, your ringtone sounds Romantic...do you love her that much?
Sanjay got shy
Sanjay : she is an literal angel
Y/n : do you like her so much?
Sanjay : hmm, I want to marry her actually, she is an angel !!!
Y/n : oh....
It was those three months that the love you first time felt, started stinging you back knowing he will never be yours or love you
After an month
It was hectic for you, you could never see him as friend, it was days and nights yoh tried to love on, heal, cried all alone in the train, distanced you from him
Ruchi : hey....
Y/n : I don't want to talk with you-
Ruchi hugged you as you broke down and cried out loud
Ruchi : I know what happened....
Y/n : he cared for me , he made me feel protected , he made me laugh, I will never find a guy like that.... WHY CAN'T IT BE ME???
Ruchi : all he did was gaslighting jokes ? Bodyshaming jokes? You found it funny?
Y/n : but at least I got the attention for the first time!? I want him
And you hugged her back, she started comforting you
AFTER AN YEAR
You entered with an comfy dress without makeup, but just a bag unlike your classmates who were just like dolls covered in make-up
Y/n : hey ruchi, meet you later, bye....
Catherine : y/n? Why aren't you talking with anyone in the class but remain alone these days, you were a extrovert at the first year right?
Y/n : see I am done with these people who act like weak in front of boys and actually accept the bodyshaming jokes like seriously? I believe in equality but have you ever seen the boys talking to dominant girls rather than submessive? Even my senior I really liked her but she actually puts other girl's down infront of Sanjay to get attention?
And that's how with learning a lesson about the harsh world, you ended your first true love and learned how to survive in the world
After an month
Y/n : ruchi? What's wrong?
Ruchi : I like...a boy named dhuruv, he is actually acting and good guy.... But he isn't even intrested in me, not even an percentage....
Y/n : oh... Wait a minute, is it this guy? He gave me request in Instagram? Should I accept it? Or block him?
Ruchi : accept it, I told about you to him, that you are my friend forever
Y/n : hmm okay
But you didn't not know all the texts he sended you and you were interacting with him as a friend turned as a bomb at last
Ruchi : heyyy!!! Y/n? Can we go to the mall.... Tomorrow..... With.... Dhuruv too?
Y/n : okay, let us all wear blue? I Will Inform him
You decided to help ruchi as you dressed up yourself in black sexy top that any boy would judge you asa slut and turned to the mall, he was actually good looking in real but also funny at the same time, though you tried your best to make him close to ruchi, his attention was all on you
Y/n : dhuruv, I am really alone these days, and the urge to get into a relationship in college days is real!!! Get me a good boy if you know one?
Dhuruv : what about you give your number to me, we can talk and get to know each other well I guess?
As ruchi hitted him on the back, you moved laughing to corner, but the enct few days your heart were racing for him.... Very much thinking how he was ready to accept a girl who was actually not dressing to please anyone, fragile and brown
Y/n : maybe is this the guy.... God sendsd for me? maybe.... but before him I decided that ruchi will be the aunt of my baby, so I can't loss her, I know how hurtful it will be for her to see me with dhuruv tho I like him
as you ended your side fling, your college life ended with delulu doubts of future and finally you completed your management course as you got your appointment order in hand and the flight took off, it was beautiful seeing pink clouds leading you towards a beautiful journey....
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