chapter 29

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“So if papa did as you said what would’ve happened?”
 
 
Phayu went cold at Na-Fn’s question…
 
“if you didn’t meet Papa this time , wouldn’t you still think that Papa had abort us … in other word we actually never existed in your world…”
 
Phayu could feel something broke in side him when he heard  Storm…
 
“I I am sor….”
 
“Don’t sorry here… my Rain was 16 that time , recently lost his sister do you even know the hardships he had to go through . As you said you have resources, power, connection etc. You could have done think differently… but you choose what ?”
 
Sky’s straight forward word are the last stork what needed to brock Phayu fully …
 
And now he is thinking he could have done this differently.. he could find a different way out…
 
“ enough what is wrong with you all?”
 
Phayu thoughts end at Rain’s shout..
 
“ What did we said wrong ha . tell me Do you really think he deserved to have the pups  and you in his life?” Sky said angrily  and anyone can see the pups agree with him…
 
“ Enough you three . Don’t cross the line..” Rain is really angry  now…
 
“ Sky Khab , baby’s  I do understand you and I am also angry with Phayu.  But my reason is fully different from your.  But you have no idea what we had go throw that time…” Parpai try to calm the situation with his sweet voice but cut off by Storm .
 
“ And why should we care about that ? If we had go with your reasoning, we wouldn’t have born….”
 
“ watch your mouth Storm Lee….” Rain’s shout silent the room.
 
“ Rain they are not wrong.. I do regret my past actions…” Phayu try to calm angry Rain… but also shutdown by Rain..
 
“Shut up!! don't you dare don't you dare to say you regret your past …because I don’t.  If anyone give me a opportunity to go back in the past,  I would do the same thing. Because my past deed and my past decision make me what I am today and give me what I have today .”
 
 
 
Now everyone is afraid… Rain is angry no beyond angry…
 
He look at Phayu angrily what give Phayu a cold shiver . Then Rain point at the sofa where Phayu was sitting.. as if ordering to go back to his sit … Phayu also obeyed like a obedient puppy…
 
“ But Papa dad force you to abort…” Na-Fn try to say something but stop seeing Rain’s  angry look…
 
“ P’Phayu have never had a hand n the matters of the abortion.. for all of your information if I was 18 not 16 at that time Phayu would never knew that I was pregnant… hell he wouldn’t have know if I didn’t need a guardian in that clinic… you know what it was Ple.  If she didn’t  contact  P’Phan. P’Phayu would never know… so how came you blame  him…” none can say anything at Rain’s word..
 
 
Phayu still feels guilty and said “ but Rain it doesn’t  change the fact that I….” “ Shut up!! I have been  listening your Bullshit till now.  And now I am talking so you all listen. Only open your mouth when I ask a question or tell you to speak…”
 
 
Then look back at the pups then said “ you all are so upset that P’Phayu force me to abort you … so you should upset on me to because when I learned I was pregnant all I can think that I have to get rid of it . I know it sounds cruel but you know what at that time I was only 16 dealing with the trauma of my twin sisters death.. at that time my parents are in a lot of debts with my sister past medical bills , and been pregnant means making my parents suffer more .. so the best option was to abort. I went to government hospital for abort but they refused so it was me find the illegal clinic for abortion.. P’Phayu came to the picture very last … even before he force me , no he think he force me but no he didn’t  because I was determined to have abortion… so it never because of me nor Phayu  why you two are alive. It’s thanks to the doctor who refused to agree with the abortion,  it’s thanks to the doctor in that illegal clinic who showed me the ultrasound screen , told be how it feel to having once own pups….”
 
None say a word… Rain is a ordinary omega . Not so special like the 5 dominating Alpha/omega in the room.  He behaved navy and not so serious person.. but his life taught him well ..
 
If he was the same 16 year old boy now he might blame Phayu too .. but he is not . Now he understands the reason behind people’s actions… so he can clearly see why Phayu behave that way….
 
And see that none understand his actions is making him angry …
 
 
“ You pups are special right.  Way matured then your age . Can easily understand elder’s think  so let me ask you a hypothetical question (look at Parpai) please don’t take it personally but those pups need this ( look back at the pups)  think this house is in fire , you all able to get out in time but me and P’Pai are still inside.  You need to save us. But you can save only one person .  If you try to save both of us there 95% chance that both of us will die and in the 5% we would be injured very badly.. so what will you do ? Take a chance and try to save both of us or choose one of us . And if you choose one of us,  who will that be?”
 
None say anything everyone even the pups now know what Rain is doing . And now that the pups are in Phayu’s place they kind of understand his situation…
 
So would Rain let it go just because the pups come to a understanding?
Noooo
 
so he said again “ what happened  answer the question?  Aren’t you two dominating Alpha/omega? You brain run in rocket speed …. I may not as intelligent as you all but I do know  the answer what you are Ashamed to say. And that you will save me your Papa.  And you are right why would let your Papa die whom you know from the day you born, your family,  for someone you know less than 1 year. Even though P’Pai love you and you also love him how can he compare with your Papa… right?”
 
Both pups are ashamed and hanged their head lower… because they carry away with their emotions and started blaming their dad. They both thought if Phayu acted differently their Papa and they might have a different life.
 
But now that Rain put them in Phayu’s  shoes they somehow understand it wasn’t easy for Phayu…
 
 
As a dominating omega Sky can easily feel everyone’s emotions… so when he feel the guilt in the pups emotion he couldn’t take, that why he shout at Rain “ Rain  that enough.. they are just kids…” Rain have something for Sky too so he shout back “ ooo easy there I have something for my pups teacher too . They have learned from you also behave like you …  So I have a hypothetical question for you too…  because you are also not satisfied with our past … so let’s recreated a past situation for you … you know I had a complication that why the pups born before dew date also I have to go through  C-section … now tell what you have done if the doctor come out of the operation room and told you that they can save me or the pups and you have to decided whom you will want to save … whom you would have choose? Me or the pups you love and think as you own ?”
 
Tears Gather in Sky’s eyes… he know what he or any one else  would have done if that happened.  But if that happened then the pups.. the kids who became a large part in his life… if what Rain said had happened then he would never know about the happiness that came with the pups.
 
Both pups and Sky feel lucky that they didn’t go throw anything like that..
 
Then Phayu? Rain just ask them to think but Phayu had face that situation in reality…
 
 
On the other hand Parpai want to comfort both Sky and the pups,  Phayu just want to stop Rain from giving other this kind of situation but they couldn’t because Rain isn’t finish yet…
 
And now it’s Phayu’s time…
 
Rain look at Phayu… who look like aged 10 year in a day… he hesitate but also determined.
 
 Rain know he have to clean this up .. he can’t let anything ruin the pups and their dad special relation . Everyone here deserves to be happy..
 
“ P’Phayu I have never regretted my past .. I have never regretted meeting you,  I have never regretted having those moments with you.  Because if I regret those that means I regretted having the pups.. If I regretted and wish that I had never meet you that means I am wishing not to have the pups …
 
And you won’t believe but that time you-me,  we both  choose the best option in that situation.. I am glad you chose your family over someone you just meet .. it doesn’t matter you choose me as your omega,  it’s doesn’t change the fact that we doesn’t know each other..
 
And if you have choose me there was still no guarantee that I would have the pups or we would be saved..
 
Or if you have told me everything about your situation, I would have try to reach you when the pups born and could’ve got caught..
 
So if you think carefully That choice we have made that time was the best option for us and this is also why I was able to  through that difficult situation also me and my family  able to  come out of my depression with the pups help.”
 
No one say any thin.. everyone looking down  . So Rain said again  “ you know I was happy that finally you pups able to meet your dad . I was happy that P’Phayu also want the pups and wants to be with you . But just because of some random person everything….. why don’t you talk thins throw. Try to have trust on each other.  Don’t ruin your present and future  because of past.  And don’t disgust my past with your negativity  . Because I am happy with my past . If it’s not for Phayu and you pups I don’t think I could even get over with my sister death…. So…..”
 
Rain couldn’t talk anymore as His throat is dry because of talking nonstop…also emotionally overwhelmed…
 
One the other hand as his omega side is wake and want to release paramount to calm his Alpha and pups but he couldn’t. 
 
According to Dr.Mew  the excessive amount of suppression medicine had a huge effect on Rain so his body is stopping itself from releasing pheromone or went to heat ..
 
It also making him physically weak and sometimes mentally overwhelmed…
 
 
And because of all this argument he is having a headache and as he couldn’t able to release paramount his body is heating up and swatting profusely..
 
And he could feel that he doesn’t went out of there is a 80% chance he will faint in front of everyone…
 
So he know he need to went out for some fresh air… “you know what  I don’t know and I really don’t want to know. I think I am very clear with my point and nothing or none can change it so It’s no longer my problem . It’s your problem so solved it on your own . I need fresh air , pure oxygen because this living room is full of carbon dioxide  thanks  to you all.”
 
Saying that Rain stand up to leave  but after reaching the door he stop and look back “ Don’t come to me, don’t talk to me unless you solved  your problem …”
 
When Rain think that he is out of everyone’s side he run toward the garden area near the water tap ,then  released the tap of water and put his head under it.
 
He need to calm down , his head is hot , he is breathing heavily,  feel dizzy …
 
(No i can’t be sick,  it’s just that I am overwhelmed by everything.. yes that it . It’s nothing serious…)
 
This is all he can think the hole time while the tap water cooling him down.
 
 
After some time the tap water stop on it’s own . So he look up ...
 
It was Parpai... he might have see Rain beforehand as he is holding a towel in his head.
 
Rain took the towel and wiped his head with a towel.. the hold time none of them say anything...
 
Then sit on the garden area... Rain know Parpai is giving him time to calm down , also know if he show him any discomfort Parpai will leave without making any sound.
 
After some  time Rain started the conversation “ I thought you would be there with them ?”
 
Pai: I would’ve but then think the pups and dad should settle it on there own . I want to took Sky too but then think Sky’s present will comfort the pups...
 
 
Rain:  yaaa .... I really hope everything went well .. Phayu deserves to be with the pups, while the pups deserve there dad ..  and if they can solve the problem today.. their bond will be come very strange.  And it will be very hard for anyone to brock it...(with genuine smile)
 
Pai: thank you
 
Rain look at Parpai but he is looking at the distance night sky. So Rain also look up at sky.
 
Pai: I don’t know, but I am sure it wasn’t easy for you all this time.  But you still take Phayu’s side. Don’t take me wrong.  I am angry at Phayu and if you ask I am ready to kill him .. but my reason for that he imprint on you without your permission and you have to suffer for it .. but at that time 8 year ago what he did , I can’t blame him . Because if I was in his place I would have done that too .. that why I am thanking you. Because you forgive him , you see the situation from his point of view.. and you make everyone see from his point of view...(take a deep breath) even though he chose his family over you . You understand him . While you yourself choose the unborn pups over your family. You forgave him and give him a chance.
What ever I say it will be meaningless... but I am sorry because Phayu’s past was also my past.. and thank you so much for forgiving him...
 
They still looking at the sky....
 
Rain: if Phayu choose something else rather than abandon me ... we don’t know what would have happened.. maybe I would have killed a long ago,  my pups would live or been killed, Phayu and his family would also be killed... or you know all of us would have lived a happy life.. so as Phayu had abandon me , so he had less burden,  so he had to focus on less person. At that time my  existence would have been a huge downfall for you all .. so what Phayu did was the best . So I have no reason to hate him for that ..on the other hand  in my case ...after my sister death... me and my parents living like death... so choosing the pups was a very big gambling for me .. o gamble my future with a single hope that my pups can bring light in our life.. I risk everything what I have that time for that single hope... and it work out... if that time I didn’t choose the pups what would have I be  today.. maybe still steadying or doing some kind of job.. maybe had find a Alpha or my parent would  have found a Alpha for me ... I don’t know.. but I do know I wouldn’t have get over my sister death nor does my parents.... so what I choose was the best I think and believe hold heartedly... and I have never hated Phayu, I could never hate him... he came to my life like a stoma  . At first I thought he destroy everything but know he give me a new beginning .. new hope ... thanks to him I have my angel ... so no there is nothing to be sorry nor to be thank.. I didn’t give Phayu any chance... rather  I am thankful that he didn’t take my pups way and want to be with us.... so please don’t say sorry or thanks...
 
 
 
Parpai is surprised at Rain thinking proses... he wants to say something but doesn’t know what to say... then realized there is no need of word .. this silent is the best comfort for both of them....
 
 
And that how both of them stay there look up at Sky without any sound..  doesn’t know how long ...
 
But at one point Parpai opened his mouth “ but that idiot imprint on you... made you omega side comatose?”
 
“ Oooo ooo yes I am also thankful for that..” Rain answer with Excitement...
 
“ WHAT ??? are you serious ?? (Rain nodded)  but why ??” Parpai ask with total shock...
 
“ Well I had two dominating pups.. because of that imprint there pheromone doesn’t work on me .. also as I doesn’t had any heat circle or any kind of Alpha could able to give me that kind of feeling.. I was safe and able to focus on study, on my shop and able to give my 100% to the pups.” Rain explain the shocked Alpha...
 
Parpai ask with annoying “ what are you ?”
 
“ Rain ..... VaRine.... VaRain Lee ...” Rain just give him his name with a look what is saying ‘isn’t it obvious?’
Parpai lost all his words.. open and closed his mouth few times.. then look back up at the Sky... thinking that focusing on the star is more meaningful than try to understand Rain....
 
And that how they stay there peacefully and fall in sleep on the garden chairs..
 
 
 
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This chapter was not in my mind but when I saw the comment how should Phayu handle the situation I thought I would place other in Phayu's shoes ... and show how might have he felled that time ❤❤❤

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