𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙘𝙖𝙥𝙨

You were no fool,

I clutch at my skin in panic as Sangwoo cuts through Yoonbums skin. Tears flow as I breath heavily. The world around me spins as i try to regain composure or just think.

THINK

THINK

THINK

HARDER

THINK

I

CAN'T

I

CAN'T

THINK

WHAT

DO

I

DO

?

I'M

AFRAID.

I close my eyes as shrill whines echo through the room.

"Stop, stop, stop, please Sangwoo! Pleas stop!" I beg as he laughs giddily.

"It's okay Y/N! He'll annoyingly enough live! We cant let your pet die so soon.."

I wipe my tears and more take their place.

"I-I'm your lover right Sangwoo?!"

I crawl infront him and lower down in a downward dog position.

"Please babe- help Bum!"

"Oh of course! Now go wash up! As much as it turns me on to see your pretty face covered in blood- I would hate to get caught to soon."

Yoon bum drops to the floor and I hurry to him. He whimpers in pain as I apply pressure to his bleeding wounds.

"Babe please hurry and help him!"

Sangwoo rolls his eyes, "What do you even see in this guy." He mumbles while walking off to go get a med kit.

"Don't worry bum, we'll be free soon." His warm blood seeps through my trembling fingers as we both wait for Sangwoo to come back.

Ironic that the only one who can help us is the one who harms us the most.

In the silent chaos that surrounds me I cant help and think about the past.

+++++

I sit in the library as Sangwoo draws some little pictures on the corner if my notebook page.

The rest of my tutoring group sit awkwardly as a grown man acts like a child to their tutor.

I kick Sangwoo in the shin gently, "quit it I'm trying to help these people-"

He passes me a note telling me to hurry up and get to the last library bathroom stall

"Alright everyone lets take a 10 minute break..."
Sangwoo had already walked off to the bathroom already.

.
.
"Sangwoo?" I ask as I lock the stall door. "What's u-"

Sangwoo kisses me gently his hands griping mine gently. I stand there in shock, "Y/N? A-are you okay? I-im sorry if that was to much or-"

I kiss him. "You worry to much." I smile at him and he kisses me gently one more time.

"Do you maybe want to go to the winter formal with me?"

I hug him tightly while nodding.
.
.
We sit in one of the campus's many cafes as we scroll through the lyrics of the song Sometimes. We were singing in the talent section of the winter formal.

I can't help but admire his face, "Y/N. It's cute how you don't think I notice you staring."

He slips his hand into my pocket before Giving a quick peck on the cheek. I giggle before returning the gesture.

"Well I guess we should head out, its getting a bit late."

.

"Oh shut up!" I slap Sangwoos arm playfully while laughing at his funny comments about the movie we had just finished watching.

We had been dating for a few months now and this was the night.
I clasped his hand tightly.

"Do you maybe wanna- head back to my place or...?"

Sangwoo nods and we hail a taxi.

..

I shove Sangwoo down onto the bed my hands reaching under his beige knitted turtleneck.

I reach my hands up higher to play with his chest. Sangwoo lets out a low groan as I crawl atop him.

I tug his clothing off as quickly as I could as he works to strip me. As soon as im free from the clothing I reach over into the bedside drawers in search of lube.

I smile when I find it.

"Sangwoo, love? Lets see how your body can move..."

He shivers as I pull his thigh onto my shoulder, "let me know if you cant take it anymore..."

..

++++

"Alright Y/N, your med kit." Snapped out of my reminiscing I grab the kit and immediately start caring for Yoon Bum.

"Hurry up or we'll be late. And as much as I adore your caring nature, I don't have the patience to deal with it tonight."

A quiet notification sound is heard and the dual colored hair man pulls out his phone.

"God this bitch is annoying."

He stands while grumbling about how annoying she is and other insults.

Eventually I finish my task and Sangwoo sighs, "leave him here we're going without him."

I hold bum carefully before laying him atop my bed.
"Sleep well Bummie.." I give him a quick kiss on the forehead before standing.

I wash any remaining blood off me and meet Sangwoo at the front door. He extends his arm out to me and I place my hand into the crook of his elbow, "Shall we go?"

"We shall."