My Dear, Sweet, Bastard~♡ /TianShan/

Chapter 5

3 days have passed since Mo's incident, and He Tian has been more and more pressured about his auntie's offer. He knew he would have to give a proper answer one day or another, but he had been so preoccupied with his little Mo that it became impossible for him to maintain this pace.

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"WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT ?!" He Tian growled at Mo Guan Shan furiously wich made the other male back down nervously. "Why the hell is he mad now ?" Mo glared at the ravenette from the corner of the giant living room and listened at the taller man's angry speech. (they were in He Tian's house)

"Are you even LISTENING TO ME ?! YOU SHOULD BE GRATEFUL I SAVED YOUR SORRY ASS SO MANY TIMES !" He Tian threw the dish in front of him at the ground in anger. The food cooked by Mo splattered on the ground with a loud noise. The ginger boy felt his heart break as he saw all the efforts he made, shattered on the cold, hard floor.
"YOU HAVE THE NERVES TO ACT LIKE A HUGE DICK, EVEN WHEN I GIVE YOU ON A SILVER PLATE WHAT YOU'LL NEVER HAVE IN YOUR WHOLE, ENTIRE, PATHETIC, WORTHLESS LIFE."

The words echoed in the other male's head like a broken record, but pierced with sharp needles in what he thought, was an emotionless and untouchable heart. It stung, it hurt and he hated this vulnerability he didn't want to show anyone. Anyone except his mother, and... He thought he could also show this side to He Tian. He thought about it, that soon, he would feel comfortable enough to get to be vulnerable with him.
He couldn't.
More precisely, he didn't want to ;
but wasn't able to bottle up all these emotions that rushed through him like a drug that flowed through his veins, that made him get addicted to this horrible feeling, for the sake of He Tian.

"Oh... Fuck..." He Tian thought when he saw the ginger boy in front of him.
His eyes flowed with tears and loud sobs could be heard in the room.
"Ah... W-why... When I tried my best, when I-I thought I was being... Useful for once in my life..." Mo broke into tears again and tear drops poured down his red cheeks. "I-it hurts..." His voice cracked at the end of his sentence. The helpless cry he let out left He Tian speechless.

"I really fucked up this time, didn't I ?"
He searched for words, he seeked responses, he couldn't find any. Nothing could explain what happened. He knew this hurt deeply the other male, but wasn't used to letting out his true feelings or expressing himself or even comfort his loved ones-
He didn't know any of that, he didn't even know if he was capable of doing so.
Though, the man knew firmly he had never felt this particular affection for anyone. Whatever it was, it made his live brighter. Having Mo come to his house made him happy. He wanted to tell him... But how ?

"Listen Mo, please-" He Tian tried to reach for Mo, but he kept crying, he chocked on his sobs. Every minute that passed, seeing his little Mo so broken over words, made the other male feel worse and worse.
The ravenette took Mo's wrist, wich left in confusion the ginger boy, so much that, he didn't strike back, he stayed silent the whole moment.

"I..." He breathed slowly "I apologize. I'm sorry for hurting your feelings."
The smaller man couldn't believe his own ears. He looked in disbelief at He Tian's face to find answers, and he found guilt and true affection in his expression. "Don't fucking look at me like that..." "And what if I want to ?" He responded with no fear. He wanted to make clear he was serious about all this.
"If you keep staring like that and coming closer, I won't chicken out-"
No sound could be heard in this giant room. Only the loud and persistent thumping of both their hearts, drumming in harmony.
The taller man reached his hand to the smaller one. He cupped the soft, red cheek with his hand and travelled down by his long and pale fingers on the pink rosy lips he fantazied about for so long.

"I won't neither." The ravenette slowly leaned forward, Mo's eyes closed and for a second, he could feel the warm breath of He Tian, that smelled like expensive cigarettes and fresh mint. "Oh god... My first kiss-" They embraced with their mouths, but also their body. Mo panted. He Tian chuckled. "What kind of kiss was that ? It left you panting, yet nothing happened. I'm not satisfied at all." "That was my first kiss, dipshit !"
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He Tian faked a pondering expression.
"Then we should make this even more enjoyable, right ?" He pulled back Mo, who in shock, let out a whimper. "Mm ?!" The taller man grabbed the smaller one's neck, he tried entering in, his tongue in the ginger's mouth, but couldn't. "Mo, open your mouth." "Wha-"
And before he could understand, He Tian's tongue entered Mo's mouth.
"Ngh... Ahh..." The other man was puzzled, by his lack of experience, he didn't know how to manage the pace, where to put his hands or anything. In the meantime, He Tian was eagerly devouring the man with no mercy.
"Ahh... C- Can't breath..." Mo Guan Shan  was as red as a tomato, his eyes trickled with tears. Their tongues entangled many times, and Mo couldn't help but melt in the passionate kiss. He closed his eyes because he couldn't process all the overwhelming sensations he felt.
However, He Tian kept his eyes open the entire time, like he was teasing his prey.

He was the beast, and Mo Guan Shan was the prey he had put all his fantasies and craziest obsessions on.

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He Tian was sitting on his bed, looking at a photo he took when he was with his little Mo. "Aahh... You're really... Cute for a guy, you bastard..." The ravenette floped his legs on the bed like a little girl thinking of his middle school crush.
"What the fuck am I so cheesy for ?"
He sighed and leaned back on his bed, making it creak loudly.

"You are what I want, but also, what I need. " He said, as he looked deeply in the picture zoomed in on the innocent Mo Guan Shan's face, who had no idea what he was getting involved in.

(And another chapter ! I tried to create a side to He Tian that would be more obsessed and possessive.
Well, goodnight ! (⁠人⁠ ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠)