Kissing lessons

Second lesson

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"HEY HOE" Britney exclaimed, blowing up my ear drums. Britney became my friend after Aiden and honestly it's way better talking with her about periods, boys, and drama. Aiden just nods and forgets when I mention it again. Useless.

She always gets amazed how me and Aiden have never been involved or felt some type of way, she says "it's impossible to be friends with guys" and I always gotta argue that sentence.

well shit

Now I don't know how to feel about our friendship, i mean we are still friends, but we kissed? should I act like it never happen? should I tell britney? i'm going crazy with this-  "HELLO I SAID HI HOE" britney exclaimed again snapping her skinny fingers on my face.

"Well damn hi back loud ass bitch" i chuckled laughing shaking my head, slamming my locker closed, i followed her steps through the crowded hallway. People always get offended with the way we call each other but it's honestly all love here, people are just so soft.

Entering the class, we both sat down in our seats, she beside me. "So spill the juicy tea about Leo's making out game" She grinned, putting her palm on her chin to support her head.

"There's no "juicy tea" because we didn't kissed" i frowned, and looked down at the worksheet titled "Practice Quiz" and quickly scribble down my name. "Are you kididng?!" She sighed, and quickly scribble her name too. "Yeah" i mumbled, skimming through the questions i knew I failed already.

The bell rang, signaling class was over, I would usually meet Aiden at my locker, but is he going to be there? is it still the same?

Walking down the hallway I kept a eye out to see black messy hair head, i knew who aiden was from feet away because of his long ass legs, he was just too tall. Right there was Aiden opening my locker already. I sighed, okay the same act the same. I have to remind myself that is just meaningless kissing.

"What did I tell you to stop bringing your books in your locker, it takes up all the space" Aiden complained once I reached my locker. "Um last time i checked it was my locker?" I said snatching my book from his hand. "Okay but who gave me the locker combination?" he quietly chuckled and shut my locker. "Why are you like that?" I chuckled too.
Okay we are acting normal, that's good right?

"You okay?" Aiden asked once we sat down on one of the cafeteria tables, "yeah i'm okay" i answered, hiding the nerves i had.

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Long day, I felt like today took forever in purpose, to make me feel uncomfortable with everything. I just can't stop thinking about that kiss. Okay I finally kissed someone, that's what I wanted right? I shouldn't have kissed him, and it pisses me off more that he doesn't even look affected by it, like he is pretending that we haven't touch lips, how we were nose to nose close, or that he basically tried to shove his tongue down my throat.

"Ouch, sorry" I hissed and rubbed my hip, looking down i saw a hard cover binder and i just knew that's what bump me, I finally looked up and met Leon's brown eyes, oh. "Why are you apologizing? it's my fault i'm sorry " he chuckled. "I guess i feel like it's always my fault no matter what the situation is" i continued with a nervous laugh, "talking about my fault, can we talk?". Looking at people leave and say goodbye to each other, it reminded me that Aiden always gives me a ride back, so I have 10 minutes until I go to the parking lot.

He nodded, so I grabbed his hand and led him to the empty classroom. "Wait, I have to tell you something first" he interrupted scratching his neck. I hate when people tell me that but i nodded for him to go on.

"Um this is too hard, since i haven't even came out of the closet.. if you know what i mean by that" he started, I nodded for him to go on. "Ellen haven't yet come out of the closet-" I interrupted him "what do you mean we are in a classroom? what are you even talking about-" he opened his mouth "I'M GAY". I quickly closed my mouth and the whole air went silent. Aiden was right...

"Okay well thank you for telling me the truth, why take me on a date though?" i was actually curious as to why do all that and not even be attractive by me. "Long story short my mom made me to so she can convince herself that i'm not into guys" he answered, having a scrunched up forehead, i study him for a bit and i felt bad as to how he had to that for his mom, he really loves her then.

I quickly thanked him some more and wished him good luck with everything. "Thank you Ellen" he grinned and pulled me into a hug, at the same time kissing me on my temple. Out of nowhere the classroom door opens, revealing Aiden, I met his gaze, but he looked really pissed. With a shake of his head, he slammed the door.

I pulled away and quickly said goodbye to Leo. I ran to the door and started chasing Aiden down the hallway."Aiden!" I grabbed his shoulder to turn him around. "What!" He barked back, what's wrong with him?! Did he get jealous? "Hey calm down, what's going on with you?" I asked. "Nothing ellen let's go my ass was sweating off from waiting outside for you" he answered, quickly walking towards the exit of the school.

I barely see that side of Aiden so i figure to tease him and to see if he really got jealous. "Hey I tried first lesson already" I speed up a little to his steps, making our way to his car. His steps stop in a second, without looking at me he said "Y'all kissed already?".

"Yep" i grinned folding my arms to my chest, he turned to his drivers side to open the car and got in before unlocking all doors. I waited for a few seconds , and the unlock sound still didn't sound. I crouched my body down and knocked on the passenger door. "hello? open the door" i chuckled, noticing his cold stone face. He finally let me in, inside the car i turned beside him. 

"I feel like you're mad" i mumbled looking at his tensed jaw, now i feel bad i hate getting people mad. "I don't believe you" he finally spoke. "Believe what?" i asked, "You didn't kiss Leo, i know you" he had a ghost smirk on his lips. Now that got me mad, then if you knew it wasn't true why get so worked up by it? "oh that's why you got all mad?" i chuckled, teasing him back.

"Shut up" and the next thing i knew, he grabbed my face with his big hand, melted his lips into mine.
I pulled his hair and heard him moan quietly, oh wow. What is going on..

"Run your tongue over my lips" he said between kisses, and I quickly run my tip of my tongue over his lips, I was surprise when he opened his mouth.
These kisses were different, he slowed down the kiss again, and i softly run my tip of my tongue over his tongue. I did it again, and he moaned softly, oh my god I made him do that, AGAIN. He abruptly pulled away, and lean his forehead to mine.

"Lesson two complete"

Gosh that took forever, my thumbs feel numb, you welcome. :) I'll edit later BTW.