a memorable night [ittogorou bl]

"call me"

"this world is full of selfish and cruel people, and i promised myself i would never turn into that" always said my father to my mother, before he left me and her without a place to live. my whole life i've learned how to survive in the real world not the magical one they tell us about when we're kids. since when he left i always wondered why he would do this to my mom and me, these thought were like a loud scream in my head that wouldn't go away and because of that i struggled with sleeping and eating disorder cause it made me feel sick eating the food that a man bought before leaving his wife and his kid behind for a young blonde chick he met two weeks before. my mom wasn't passing through an easy time too, her new job was draining all of her energy and she didn't have time for taking care herself neither me and because of that i learned how to  look after myself and the house at a young age. i didn't have anyone to help me, except for one special person, itto. he may be dumb but he is the sweetest and most caring person i have ever met in my whole life. he always has been there for me when i needed help but since last year, he slowly started stop talking or hanging out with me and we didn't see each other since the party of the last day of school, which in fact was a complete mess. the morning after i found myself in bed, hugging a pillow, with nothing on and a note in my hand with a text that said "call me" and a phone number under it. i tried to type the number and i didn't know if i was either surprised or kind of happy, it was itto's number. i didn't know what do, could it be a prank or should i talk about it with him? i was really confused, how did i end up in bed with itto and did he like me? i was trying to remember what happened that night but my mind was really blurry and i couldn't recall any of the moments of the day before. "i should wait a bit and see if he will say anything to me" i said to myself still confused of my relationship with him, friends or close friends? or maybe even soulmates...?