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"Do you know I was upgraded to special grade before I left to Canada." I said to my friends who are walking with me on the street.

We are in Shibuya now according to our orders. But we have a little time I guess. I will take action when the time comes. So we are just hanging out now.

"Why didn't you tell us sooner" said maki punching me on my head. "Sorry I didn't got time" I said. "So now there are 5 special grades as i know" said panda.

"Yea" i replied. "It's unfair that you are special grade when you are not older than me" said Megumi. "Edgy much" said Nobara.

Oh guys i totally forgot. When i was with Yuji these days i found out about the third 1st year student. Nobara. Her techniques are resonance and hair pin. While the vodo is her special technique. She is quite impressed. But not more than Yuji.

Yuji is the best. No one's changing my mind. I mean apart from yuta.

"Ok bye guys. We will see you again later" Yuji and I bid our byes to them as we went to our rooms.

We are currently sharing rooms of 2 person in one room as we don't have 1 extra room right now. I can go get a room in hotel but. It would be pretty bad. Cuz we are having fun at night with all the 2nd years and 1st years these days. But not today. I don't wanna miss the fun you know.

"It was a wonderful day today right?" Said Yuji. "Yea it was. I really got to hang out with my friends after such a long time" I said.

"It's always good to meet your old friends again" he said. "Yea" i replied.

I recently found out that Yuji have a lover. I mean. She loves him. We don't know about him. How does he feel about her. But when i asked him , he said he would go on a date with her when he have time. Not now tho. Her name something Ozawa by the way.

Well good for him. But not for me. It really hurt me when i found out about that when i recently realised my feelings towards Yuji. Yea i love Yuji. I don't know if you supposed to feel feelings to someone when you have only known them for only 9 months. But what ever it is. I know what I am doing. This is the first time i fell in love. This is the first time I felt love in so years. Like after everyone was taken away from me , I was so sad and all I never got attracted to anyone. But him. Something about him makes me to love him. And wanna make him mine. *Sigh*

*What are you thinking Clash ?" Asked Yuji. "Nothing Yuji. Just trying to sleep. And you should sleep too. Today it's my turn to take the couch. So sleep on the bed. Good night" I said. "You still can sleep on the bed. I can take the couch. Seriously " he said. This is the reason I fell in love with him. He is literally the kindest and cutest.

"No. It would be unfair " I said. "Ok if you insist. Goodnight to you too" he smiled and went to the bed.

Maki , Inumaki and panda knows about this too. They even know how about that girl. They said not to worry about it. I still have chance and i should confess soon enough.

But i am scared. What is he thinks I am disgusting. What if he thinks I am bad. What if he breaks our wonderful friendship. I don't want that. Well even being friends with him is enough for me. I don't wanna ruin this.

And even yuta said that i should wait for now. When time comes I can say it without any fear. But for now I have to bottle up. And if the girl wins i should never cry because there will be always someone else.

Even yuta said that I know that I can never move on. But yuta again said that true love always wins. That gave me some relief. Cuz I know that my love is real and true and pure.

Anyways goodnight.

And author will be tell you guys about my demonic phrase technique in the next chapter guys. Enjoy.

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